The Perfect Fan

Topic 4

2012-02-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

Ok this is random. I am blogging thru my phone now. School's ending soon. We have about 2 week till we are done! I'm having a paper this coming Monday. Went to sleepover at rabeetah's place to study, yesterday night. All the girls were there. Haha it was kinda kecoh. But what's new right.

Anw I am very very confused about what to do next for my life. I can't decide. ): hmmm

bitch head

2011-10-19T21:57:00.001+08:00

one of the random moments i log in to blogger shall be tonight. thanks to this freaking head of mine, i've no motivation and not in the right mind to think for my MP.

hopefully by blogging some thoughts out, it'll calm this freaking head down.

just wana share about this incident, when a friend of mine made me realise a thing about people/myself. one day while we were out, he randomly asked me this :

friend : do you think people go for looks or the heart?

me : erm.. i dont know, but if you ask me, i'll go for the heart.

friend : are you sure?

me : yeah. why not? looks doesnt matter for me.

friend : no. you're just lying to yourself. looks does matter.

me : no!

friend : if it doesn't matter, why do you (includes other people), bothers to dress up when they go out.

me : erm i don't really dress up. ( but it took me awhile to really understand what he was trying to say )

friend : but obviously you ever dress up right? cmon, people are just lying to themselves that looks doesnt matter, but actually deep down, they know people are gona look at them thru their looks thats why they bother to dress up and look nice. and you want to look good bcoz you want people to notice you.

heh weird right, deep down ya know that what he's talking made some sense. to those who doubt this, i think you're just being ignorant about yourself. cuz for a person who doesnt really likes to dress up, i admit that there are some sense there.

two

2011-08-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

so, after half a year i am back! well atleast for today only. hahaa.. been very very busy lately. i tink is obvious enough that its one of the reason why i dont blog anymore. other than that i guess i'll just blame it to plain old lazy bcoz i just cant be bothered to blog. hur hur.

currently having attachment at tuas. which is like one end of singapore from my house. yes everyday i havta wake up ard 4 plus IN THE MORNING and go out latest by 5.50am. so this is currently the 3rd month. just one more month till we are freeeeee from the long journey to tuas.

other than my boring school life, recently(not really) as you can see from the picture above, the boy, hakimo, actually planned out a surprise for me for our 2 year. hahaha! shocking aye. actually more to sweet uh. i was freaking speechless of course bcoz no boy ever plan anything for me in my entire life. and he's gooood coz he manage to convince to me that he didnt plan anything at all for me. but what ever it is, i just feel so blessed to have him in my life. i really thank god for giving me sucha wonderful person. and thank you hakim for always sticking by my side and tolerating any nonsense that i put him thru. well like what they say, it takes two hand to clap right?

k enough of the lovey dovey. you(if theres still any readers there) might be wondering why on earth am i update at this time. well mainly bcoz i (actuali hakim and i) just bought this new netbook, and i wanted to drain out the batt so that i can charge it back. so to pass time and drain off the batt, i decided to blog. instead of doing my major project. haha! baik uh nisa.

k did i mention that im currently having major project and internship at the same time? well that sucks for me. its just draining all my brain and energy outta me. sumtimes i just hate TP. why oh why ohh why do they do this to us? hais...

i shall stop complaining now since its the fasting month. not good. must overcome any obstacles kay nisa. im sure god has his reasons to everything. insyaallah everything will be all right.

till then, bye!

say yeah

2011-02-04T17:06:00.002+08:00

heyho. okay its 2011 now. and im getting older. sigh sigh. oh wells. its been like forever, cheyy no laa not forever but been awhile since i've blog. well i've no laptop since fskdfjlsfnkl months ago. i dont know if im ever gona get one anytime soon. i hope i do coz my major project are coming up in months time.

anywho, im using hakim's new laptop now at tampines west cc mac's.. haisss its so fun pressing these keyboard. yeah i noe, im so deprived. huhu.. all i can tink of in my head now is l4d2. i so wana play it now. but i dont even hav the game. the only time i get to play it is when i go to su's house and play at her xbox.

kk i shud be concentrating on my studies now instead of games.! hahaha why laa~ its so boring to think about project and school. i swear project is soo time consuming. i so hate doing research. i prefer just doin calculations sehh

k imma start on a new topic . hahaa lets talk about hakimo5. hehehe he is sitting beside me now... reading his story book -.- yess. nerddddddddddd. hahaha kk no la. i still love him la. coz he took his time to accompany me do my project and lend his laptop. so sweet kan -.- heheeh. just now he made me eat wif his parents. but i happy uhh coz i get to eat roti kirai which i've been craving for. whoa he really can read my mind uh. nehh i take that back. coz at times when i want he to be there, he's just not there and it took him a long time to get in that thick skull of him that i want his attention -.-!

but in the end, he'll do things to make it alright again. the end. they lived happily ever after. insyaallah. love him. (:

ps, hakim can u buy me xbox if ur reading this ? *act cute face* >.^

cute rain

2010-11-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

i took this without them knowing ahaha

today was sooooo random and tak menjadi. the first half of my day was B.O.R.I.N.G. yes i had my madrasah exam which i studied last minute from 7am to 10am. ok make that 9am. haha. then after my madrasah, i watched a little bit of tv. then my darling called me. said he and hambali going fishing. i tried my luck asking if i cud join. and he said i can! usually he will say NOOOOOOOOOO. yes.. -.- no. thats he's answer. always.

must be my lucky day uh today. so yeah we went out after asar to changi. the 2 ladies were late. -.- haah bt its alright. so yeah otw walking, it rained! so we ran to a nearby shelter. soon haikal came. blablabla the rain subsided. ohyeah btw while waiting for the rain to stop, the boys assembled the fishing rods and all the other stuff. as soon as they finished assembling the rods, they confidently walked out from the shelter and like after walking a few metres(not close to 50 metres) from the shelter, it started raining like freaaaaaaaaaking heavily ! HAAHH i laughed at them and they ran back to the shelter wer i was. the rain didnt stop . we were so cold. i swear. soooo after an hour, we decided to pack with a heavy heart(cheyy) and went to changi village. ohyeah did i mentioned that we only had one small umbrella. they gave me the umbrella and the 3 boys ran in the rain. well the umbrella didnt make any diff coz the rain was heavy and the wind was strong, and i was as wet as them -.-

after that we managed to survive the cooold bus ride to my house. there the boys bathe and prayed. hahaaaaaaaaaa. kk. and then they eat like no tmr seh. but had fun. (; so cute uh hakim. hhehe. i love him. k bye i wana eat my prata.

shoulder cold

2010-10-29T12:09:00.003+08:00

my sleepy prince

hello hello my names nisaaaa saa saaaaaaa. hais i just realised that my name is common. daamnnnn. imma boring person now. huahuahua. k crap.

this week, school has started. today is friday, and every friday is like a start of my weekend coz i have no freaking schooooool. wooooohoooooooo! kk im not showing off or wadeva. just releasing my joy and happiness here. so it feels so free sumhow. well maybe becoz the workload is not that much yet. was tinking of getting a job. but so many obstacles. the card, the job. hahaha

wadeva it is i'll just see where this goes. ok so, recently things seems quite weird for me wif sumone . idk why but it just seems to be sumting wrong. like that person got some issues wif me ajer for the moment. and i dont noe wad i do seh. haaaaaaaaaaaah its just so funny.

and no the person is not my boyfren k mofo.

hais i hate it wen ppl always assume my bf wen things are bad. is my bf really that bad.? well my question to those ppl is, whose the bad one assuming the innocent?

so yeahhhhhhhh happy schooling.

let the whole world noe

2010-10-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

aww still remember the first time i bought their album. look at how happy i was. huahuahua. coolness. i feel like a kid again. currently im listening and watching back their this is us tour. i just missed the experience and all. it was awesome..! and nick was just thereeeeeeeee! haha and when he 'tarik' his voice, it just blew me awayyyyy.

yes i sound like a freak, but im not that desprate like some other fans. ive seen worst. believe me im no where near a freak.

oh yeah and next wk skol is gona start. im currently tinking of getting a job this sem. the probability is high. heh .. all the best.

Eyeyeye

2010-10-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

like real

2010-10-15T16:58:00.001+08:00

Okay here I am blogging using this new app in my phone which I just downloaded. Although I don't blog tat much nowadays, I still wudnt wana close it down. Who knows one day (like today) I feeling2 wana blog then if I had deleted it, then I'll hav to create a new blog and start from scratch right. So might as well don't delete. Anw today is kinda boring. I wish my brother wud pick up my call and come home now so we cud play monopoly together. Haha ok lame I Noe. Bt wad to do. Hmmm blablabla I don't noenwad to type anymore. Eyh wait maybe there is. Okay this is just something I've been thinking of. Don't take it too personally. Well things hav been alright here. Been having my skol holiday the past one month. People been busy wif stuff. I've been busy wif stuff too bt I cnt seem to recall wad I've been doin the past 4 wks. All I remembered was the never ending jalan raya trips. Learnt alot about people and their behaviours tis few wks too. It's just the matter of you being able to tolerate them and their nonsense. For me I've been dealing well with anger, patience, empty promises, jealousy, show off, spoil brats, selfishness, unapreciative hmm well that's all I cud think off for now. And all those words are enough to sum up wads been gg thru my holidays. I got to see many different sides of different people ard me. Yes ofcourse they are not only negative ones. Good ones as well. All I hav to say is, we are all just humans and if u cud accept both good and bad habits/behaviour of a person, then that's good. After all , we are only humans, not god. So don't u ever tink tat ur some big fuck alright?

neighbours

2010-08-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

no matter how far we might be, im always gona be ur neighbour

okay im suppose to be sleeping now but im not. i cant sleep. so lets blog and blog till i fall asleep.

i've been going out with different grp of people almost EVERYDAY. im feeling the guilt now because im not doing anything productive related to my studies. hais i tink i shud be more discipline. but how to wen u have the most awesome people arnd you? heh.

but still i noe its not an excuse. i shud try harder ( chey step mane nye baik jer ) but hopefully ill keep my words ah.

okay i shall not start my sentence with a 'but' because my previous 3 sentences starts with a 'but'. anywho, i went to jb with NURUL NYZAH YG KIYUT (dats wads written in my phone contact). i spent a total of 115 ringgit there. managed to buy 4 shawl, a cardigan and shoes for raye. i dont know why this year im so hyped and excited for raye but who cares. hahaha. we took the last 168 bus from woodlands.

and today(24th aug) went to school to study with et. but hilda, ais, shy, rab, ama and nabilah were there too. ouh yeahh not forgetting hakim. haha i cant believe i left him out. yeahh and then we cudnt really absorb much things just now as it was freaking hot and stuffy. i guess it kinda ruin our concentration. after hours of trying to absorb as many things, et, ama, rab, hakim and i went off first. then hakim and i went to eighteen chef to break our fast. walked ard east point before entering eighteen chef. after eating, went to hakims house to pray.

then his bro's gf was there too. after praying haha kinda had a 'bonding session' with his mom and the other brothers and the gf. i was of course shy la duhhhhhhhh. but very interesting stories was told. and the story reminded me of my father somehow. haha okay. i noe u ppl who are reading this ( if theres any ) might be clueless. so faham kan jer la. but overall they were very nice. but im still shy la. cant really open up and break my shell yet. give me a few years aite. hahaha and yes hakim was awesome bcoz at the end of the day he didnt wan to send me home. hmmph!

okay i tink i hav to sleep now. gdniteeeeeee

teenage dream

2010-08-13T16:16:00.000+08:00

this is real

just the way you are

2010-08-03T00:43:00.001+08:00

i wish every day was a holiday. well i guess things cant be the way we want them to be unless we are god or if we go in heaven.

anywho, this week will be a hecktic one for me. im so not gona have anytime to slack. err hopefully i spend my time well. its all because of stupid lecture quiz and term test. and to top it all up, im having a performance this coming friday too, so this means, more practise and less time to study. oooooh oh.

all i have to say is, well gdluck to myself. hopefully im able to manage my time wisely, which is kinda a hard thing to do for now since im easily distracted nowadays.distracted of what, i also dont noe.

okay lets not talk about the boring side of life. life is not always about the downs ya noe. lets talk about 1st of august. which is last sunday. heh. so yeah its our 1 year anni. things went alright. i did enjoy myself with my dearest hakim i must say. cudnt ask for anything more but to just enjoy my tym with him. well it started out at my house. he kinda fetch me from my madrasah first. den he prayed at my house while i get ready. i was suppose to surprise him with a present and a place to go. okay both my surprise, he managed to figure out. the present, while i was busy with stuff, he went to see my beg and he saw the present inside. and soo hais i just gave him there at my hse since he already saw it. i didnt wana tell him wer i bought it, but in the end he figured it becoz of the plastic bag -.-

okay that was okay. after that wen we went out, he managed to figure out wer i planned to bring him to. yeahh again he was right. he figured that i wanted to bring him to underwater world. so yeah we made our way there and luckily we managed to catch the last dolphine show for the day. we walk and walk and saw many sea creatures. i love the sea, heh. hopefully he enjoyed it too.

after that, we went to take the luge ride. we bought the 2 rounds tics. so yeah we got to play the luge two times. at first hakim was sooo scared wen we were on the sky ride. hahaha soooo cute i swear.then the second time round, action siaaaa member. da tak takot lagi beh boleh goyang2 kan the chair and try make me scared. -.- hahaha

we wanted to go for the songs of the sea after that, but my dearest abdul hakim was too tired and was being a gemok freak that we went back to vivo to eat at secret recepi. hahaha i swear the food there was expensive and our bill was like 48 buckssssssss. hahaha . fyi we are not rich ppl okay. but just so happen to have money on that day (;

and we took the train home . the end. im getting sleepy. i hope this wudnt be our last anni. heh. i love you hakim and thanx for sticking by my side till today. and most importantly, thank you allah for letting hakim be in my life.

hey

2010-07-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

blessed

2010-07-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

okay today i feel so blessed because so many people accompanied me to buy my food. and yeas like finally rite i update this tingy here. well i doubt there wud be people reading this blog. but anywho, i prefer no one reading my blog tho. but if thats the case, why make blogs rite?

kayy i dont know what im talking bout now. kinda tired because i was from fp training just now. (i joined a new cca). my eyes are getting heavier after every button i press to type.

so i shall just give this a rest and update a proper one if i have the time. ahaha btw cool not my pict. -.-

the world has its shine

2010-07-19T21:53:00.001+08:00

Im not one for love songs.
The way Im living makes you feel like giving up
But you dont,
And I want everything for you
But disappointment.
Cause youve been left behind
And the world has its shine,
I would drop it on a dime for you.

(Hey oh!)
And whatever it takes.
(Hey oh!)
Im gonna make my way home.
(Hey oh!)
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know.

Before I met you
I used to dream you up and make you up in my mind (up in my mind)
Woah-oh.
And all I ever wanted
Was to be understood.
Youve been the only one who could.
I could never turn my back on you.

(Hey oh!)
And whatever it takes.
(Hey oh!)
Im gonna make my way home.
(Hey oh!)
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over

Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know (more than you could ever know.)
More than you could ever know.
Its you.

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along.
Gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
(Yeah!)
Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to.
Woah-oh.
And I want you.
Oh, woah.
More than you could ever know.

its only words

2010-05-14T09:01:00.003+08:00

okay now someone save me from next wk. i need a brain surgery. can?

hahah wow thats long

2010-05-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

okay its been long since i blogged here.

been busy lately with school. but thats not reason that kept me from blogging rite.? im just plain lazy to blog. thats all. well nowadays i dont really use my laptop to be honest. now its either my brother will be hogging my lappy or MY PARENTS. yes my parents. they upgrade themselves already... they have facebook account you noe. so dont play play. hahaa

anyways i shud be going to sleep now. tmr is a school day. haiss 1000000 times. so to end this post, ill like to show u how badly sabo-ed i was on my birthday. HAHHA my second tym with the one and only, CHILI. grr. gdnite

best i ever had

2010-04-08T19:46:00.016+08:00

okay im currently awake, thats really amazing. yesterday was by far the best day ever for 2010.

it all happened in an island called sentosa.. hahah ceeyy exagerate sia

anyways, went to nad's chalet at sentosa and overnite there along with hakim, nabilah, zul and nas. reached there arnd 1.30pm. clean up the place and prayed and off we went to azzura beach club for our BANANA BOAT RIDE!. yes i was freaking annoying and excited about it. im sure all of them noes how excited i was bcoz in every sentence wen i talk to them, i will talk about banana boat. huahuahua and damn the ride was freakingggggggg awesomeeee. u all shud giv it a try one day. be prepared to get hit by each other, get wet and get ready to use ur strength so that u wont fall off into the sea.! woooooooo and i was soooooo touched and happy wen they sang me a birthday song in the midde of the sea. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i will forever remember this. nad fell off her seat quite a few time. hehe and nas almost fell into the sea! oh yeah did i mentioned that nabilah and i forgot to bring an extra tudong! omg so yeahh we had to dry it during the nite.

after that we went to swim swim swim at siloso beach for awhile. at arnd 6 plus, we all head back to the chalet to bathe and pray and then get ready for the bbq. butttt before gg down for the bbq, hahaha they celebrated an advance birthday for me with a swesens cakeeeee.! howwwwww sweet is dat... thank you sooo much. i was freaking speechless bcoz i was totally just kidding about the whole celebrate my bdae at the chalet.! hahaha awww. nevertheless, i am really happy and thankful for everyting u all did (;

so yeah after maghrib, we went down and bbq! at arnd 9 plus, hilda, our vip (; came and join us. hehehe we ate and cook, ate and cook. at arnd 1030pm, hakim and i send our vip to the monorail.

and continued on with our bbq. head back to the chalet at arnd 12 plus.. and starting from this part onwards, i swear we were being like cartoons ah. we freaking PROCASTINATE. hakim and i actuali suggested that we walk to the fountain tingy near the beach station after bbq, but nas had to rest coz he had to finish his medicine, so yeahh we say ahh 12.30 we wake up and go there. ahah guess wad happen. 1230 came, and nad and nas still asleep. HHAHA. so we say , 1am, and wen 1 am came, we were like malas ahh nak klr... so we suggested to play twister ah at 130... and 130 came, all of us were already comfortable lying dwn at the bed. so yeahh we say ahh. 330 ahhh. and 330 came.. hakim and i already asleep i tink. hahahaa they on the lights for awhille. we were like. okayy lets go. but sumhw, the bed was like putting a spell on us. soo we talk for awhile and then off the lights and say, after subuh ah we walk arnd. subuh came, and i tink all of us were dead by that tym. so we slept all the way til 8.HAHAHA HOWS THAT. andd omg i swear the boys were making music with their snores in the middle of the nite. zul is the champion ah. without a doubt. 2nd wud be nas. and 3rd is my cherrycherrybombom. haha so much for saying i dnt snore eh syg. haha but u did. i heard u. HAHAHA.

so yeah we booked out at arnd 11. nad and nas left first bcoz they gt somewer to go to. me,hakim, nabilah and zul went to walk arnd sentosa and took pictures. here are some picts we took.more picts at fb.

and even tho we didnt really get to walk in the middle of the nite, we did enjoy ourselves there bcoz the atmosphere there is just calm and wonderful. (: thanks everyone for making the day an awesome one. i will never forget the banana boat and the birthday song there. (:

morning good

2010-03-24T13:13:00.001+08:00

GOODMORNING LOVELIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

looks like i aint getting it today. sigh ):

batu tembok

2010-03-13T22:52:00.010+08:00

tdo jerrr -.-

the middle one (;

the front one.

heheeheh finally i get to see you climb! huahuahua. glad u didnt injure yourself. hope u had fun panjat tembok. tk lama lagi , leh join ur other hairy frens in the zoo panjat pokok. haha jkjk.

despite all the quarelling, i hope u enjoyed your day just now. i noe i did eventho it wasnt all the way happy mood for us both. but anyways glad to meet you and see you dearest cherry2bom2. just remember that i'll always support u no matter what. insyaallah.

i tink im damn tired. was out the whole day for that. spent most of the time at town just now. and i tink i lost my ten bucks ): hahaa

okayy my eye lids are getting heavier as i type. soo gdnite. have the sweetest dream people.

imagine

2010-03-11T09:31:00.003+08:00

okay okay... actuali my motive here is to wish my bro a happy birthday in this blog... BUT... ITS NOT ON THE CORRECT DATE NOW... soo i'd like u all to imagine today is the 9th march... huahuahau. ok ready?? 1...2...3~!

9th march

and sooo today liyana, nora, hakim and i went swimming at sengkang. the slides there were awesomeeeee! really missed swimming too. and yeahhppp we had a great time there of course... oh yeahh not to mention that my slipper putos! all thanx to mr hakimomomomydarling.. hahahaha.. its ok laa. i noe ur not feeling guilty of ur work. -.-

pictures are all with lleeeeleeyana. hahahah..

and lastly, happy 13th birthday lil bro.! i hope u wont grow up to be a mat! HAHAHAHA. love u.

28th feb 2010

2010-03-08T18:27:00.002+08:00

yeppp the sign says it all

damnn i miss that night !

bigger than me

2010-03-05T12:43:00.002+08:00

wana noe what i realise???? soooooo MANY people i noe borns in the month of march.. damnn.. sooo for me this month, lots and lots of birthday celebration. will be eating lots and lots of food and cakes. woahh. hopefully i gain weight.. insyaallah

1 down, 5 more birthdays to go.. !i tink my pocket gona have holes yo. huahua.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY RABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET-AH. hahhaha your face so priceless when you woke up! hehehe hope u liked our surprise. and have a wonderful 18th birthday today love.

thanx for last night. we needed that(:

if u dont believe me too bad

2010-03-03T14:04:00.002+08:00

thanx nadirah for your camera. love you.. hahaha if you ppl dont believe it? its not my prob. i noe who i love. i noe who i miss. i noe who i treassure and appreciate. if i ever said it to you, well i am telling now i meant it. if you dont believe it, well i have noting left to say becoz i noe i meant what i said and ur no one to tell me who i miss or not. u cant read my mind. yes action speaks louder than words, well if you dont see my actions, do u assume i've done noting? lets not assume things, becoz u dont noe whats going on my mind becoz ur not god. but please, WHEN I SAID I LOVE OR CARE BOUT SOMEONE, DONT COME ASKING ME AGAIN IF IM SURE OF WHAT I SAID, BCOZ U DONT NOE WHATS ON MY MIND, IF U CAN READ MY MIND PLEASE EMAIL ME AT KHAIRUNNISA3@HOTMAIL.COM . i'd really like to meet u.

sorry IF U WANA SAY ITS NOT LIKE ME TO BE ACTING THIS WAY, but i have to stand for my rights too.

i still care for you, you noe. you just dont see it for the past 5 freaking years. i've tried and STILL TRYING. you dont see anything? well good things takes time my friend.

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2010-02-26T12:59:00.002+08:00

okay exams done. i hope no supp please.... i kinda loose ALOT of marks for all papers. haisss

lets not get so sad.. im hoping this sunday would cheer me up a lil bit. but i kinda hav this feeling that i wont be seeing them.. why ar? or maybe im just tinking too much. grr

my blog is getting more boring. huahuahua. i have no idea what to update.. not that i dont have anyting going in my life now, its just that whenever i wanted to update, i didnt have the chance to go online. and when i do, hua hua i forgot all about it. i tink my memory capicity getting kinda small each day. tsk tsk. damn

well for me, its the holidays now. hope to go out with all u lovely souls out there. insyaallah. till here. take care and have a happy holiday

open our eyes

2010-02-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

Look around yourselves
Can't you see this wonder
Spreaded in front of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony
Lets start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
NO......

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise

Take us in the best way
(Allah)

Guide us every single day...
(Allah)

Keep us close to you
Until the end of time...

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger, love and pain
And all the things you're feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?
Lets start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside
NO..........

When a baby's born
So helpless and weak
And you're watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

Allah...

You created everything
We belong to yo0u
YA RAB we raise our hands
Forever we thank you

.....Alhamdulillah......

days

2010-02-09T07:50:00.000+08:00

19 more days... and im now late!

.

2010-02-05T03:48:00.002+08:00

i wish i never met u.
but i guess its all too late. im to blame. even my mom and ur mom were siding u. im to blame. now im being hated by him. are u happy now?

so loud

2010-02-01T00:24:00.001+08:00

i wana new phone.. hmm i wonder how long i shud wait for this one. huahua... hais.. it might never happen i guess oh wells.

drop

2010-01-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

im drop dead tireddd. my mind aint with me now. one week to friendly. wish me luck yo (:

hungry very

2010-01-27T09:45:00.002+08:00

okay my blog seems soo dead. i wonder if theres still any readers here. well i doubt so. huahua.

sorry for the lack of updates. but im sure arnd march and april there'll be more. hehe

i cant wait for 28 feb.! i cant wait! but lets not get too excited. if i were to be over excited, i dont thing my day on the 28th will be a good one. things will always go wrong when i look forward to it. soo i must maintain the level of excitement.! grr

ohh before i forget, today's the 27th jan.. its yasin's birthday! soo........ HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YASIN! i hope u enjoy ur birthday today and dude, ur legal ayee. dont do anyting notty kay.

and i just recieved a msg from my neighbour. and he told me that im gona be his senior. so meaning he'd be in tp taking the same course as me this coming april. huahuauha. if i got no one to go home with, or study with, i can go with him. u kpo ahh yasin.. budak 200. huahua.. i bet later u'd be comparing gpa points with me -.- haiss.

oh yeahh i miss my cherrycherrybombom and my gfs... andddddd nick. huahua okay i tink i shall get ready for school. toodles

whale tale

2010-01-24T16:05:00.005+08:00

hey hey heyy now that i got my mini rest. i shall update.
i amm so excited for 28th feb...! ~~

been busy with school, silat and nad's birthday this week.

we did a mini surprise for her on friday at the rooftop. but what she didnt noe was, that wasnt the real surprise. the real thing was on the next day. we contacted her outside friends and convinced her to go ecp with them. what she didnt noe was, we contacted her fren. hua hua pish posh, they lead her and brouhgt her to the place and SURPRISE !! heeh and sheee cried!! cheyy 18 year old cry sehhh. soo i hope u liked the surprise and hope u enjoy ur day today nad! now i gotta be prepared for my impromptu speech tmrw. goodluck to those who will be tested this week (:

aaatiredaaa

2010-01-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

i am tired. i am tired. i am tired. damn im weak ): shall update soon... haha insyaallah.

its gona come back arnd

2010-01-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

been very very very busy with projects and silat.

i just came back from silat. we had sparring just now. well its been a while since i spar. the match just now was like. . err i tink i got a dejavu.. hehhe

anyways did i tell you all that i got the tickets to backstreet boys concert!! (: its all thanks to my dearest hakim.... heheheh i am happy and at the same time feeling guilty yaww. well who would'nt right?

but really, THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SO MUCH LOVE FOR GETTING THE TICKETS FOR MEEE. alhamdullilah i got another chance to see them. insyaallah it'll be a great day on 28th feb(((:

okayy i think i better get some rest. gdniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3

its gona come back around
ya know that this town is just to small
to take tis again

live your life

2010-01-11T00:25:00.001+08:00

stop looking at what you aint got

and be thankful for what you do got..

familiar? heh

tasteless tom yam

2010-01-09T01:32:00.003+08:00

okayy its been days since i went online.

just finish eating maggi and bread.

going to sleep soon because need to wake up early tmrw.

hope the performance tmrw will go well and nice.

am very excited for 28th feb.

BUT before that must go through hell ; end of year exam!

soo all the best. and keep that maggi delicious as ever

heyho lets go

2010-01-03T11:39:00.002+08:00

someone once told me this..

'you are who u hate.'

i started to tink about it for 4 months and today i totally agreed with him.

okay the stories goes like this, i was being random and asked this classmate of mine about what kind of person he hate. then he told me that he doesnt hate anyone and gave me that sentence. i was having trouble at first relating the ppl or rather the character i hate in a human to me.

after 4 months of keeping quiet and observing people and myself, i now realise. you might not agree with me. but just think. if u said u hate someone, just think. what makes u hate them? and look back and observe urself, have u make the same mistake as the people u hate? u might not do it now, maybe in the future?

so i came with a conclusion, and to start this new year, i wana follow those people whom i admire and respect and insyaallah i am can be like them and be a better person myself. and tink before i say i hate/dislike that someone.

well heyy i thought of sharing this. soo if u dont agree, well u can always stop reading right? i say this because i just realise that i really think diffrently than most of you. one of the reason my classmate said was that it was because i was left handed and i think differently. i didnt believe at first. but wen i start to tink of it, it kinda make sense. or maybe i just tink differently. well onli god knows.

no air

2010-01-02T13:22:00.004+08:00

okayy im abit happy now ah. wana noe why? i found out a way to breathe yesterday nite. i swear my flu is getting worst. alhamdulilah i found a wayy ((: i is soo happy. huahuahua.

now feeling very very hungry BUT my home like no food sia... aiseh. how?

how wants to be a sweetheart and deliver me pastamania or someting. hehehe. okay stop crapping..

i have like CSAS project to do and i have yet to finish it. haiss.

school has been abit stressful. maybe because of the projects and the topics are getting more difficult. alhamdullilah i've pass all the subjects for term test. i hope to get better marks for end of year and insyaallah i dont need to take any supp paper can?? huahua.

till here ah, i want to find something to eat dey.

neww

2010-01-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

haha its already 2010. thats fast. im gona be EIGHTteen in 4 months. damn i feel old. tsk. well my 2010 didnt really went that well. was greeted with sore throat and blocked nose this new year. dammmmn ~ haah never the less, with the company of lovely souls around me, it never failed to birghtened up my new year abit (:

i am soooooooo thankful to have such people in my life. may all of you have a wonderful 2010 ahead yea?

heehheehhehe today 1st of jan ah.... not bad eh hakim... hehhe love you like i love you laaa. haha <3

sore throatt

2009-12-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

im gona copy paste some stuff later on. i took it from angryandhorny.blogspot btw. im gona post it here because i find it very sweet of that person to post it at A&H <3

haiss my throat now is weird i dont know why ):

so here it is...

Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life , only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.

Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend" one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.

Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change . We listened to our friends tell us that we we're stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking we would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.

Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us . We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

Here's for the ones who did their hair and makeup & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder "what if".

This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with .

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time". Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.

This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so". The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake by ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.

Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here are for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better .

This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt.

Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When 'your song' comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.

One day you'll find a guy, who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's going to hurt like hell, & it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.

back

2009-12-25T16:11:00.003+08:00

my bro has return. yeahhh after one week. haishhhh. he look like some terrorist eh. ahaha no la. just kidding.

and what do ya noe, holiday (for me that is) is ending. how sad. i dont even hav time for myself except for yesterday afternoon when i just went back straight from skol and watched dvds and fall asleep. ouuu i needed that soo much. if onli the holiday would be longer aye? heehe too bad theres noting we could do about it but just enjoy whats left (:

cocodile

2009-12-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

zoo zoo zoo. thank you shaidah and family. <3

one more try

2009-12-16T11:12:00.002+08:00

you said this is going no where girl

you said i turned my back on you

said im not the only one for you

please give it one more try for the sake of our love

please give it one more chance cause i cant give you up

cant have one more day without you in my arms

i can never find another like you

pictures of you

2009-12-15T00:19:00.029+08:00

get well soon <3

thats not my leg. hahaha

get well soon to you too <3

nyzah's work of art

holidayday

2009-12-14T23:49:00.004+08:00

13th dec

it was nora the meera birthdayyyyy people from another mother and father.! we(ais, hilda, rab, emy, ama and i) surprised her at botanic garden and had a mini picnic there. then headed down to tamp and 'drop by' ramen ten and popeye. ((: hope u had a great tym love! pictures are all at facebook. <3

14th dec

had soccer with rab, hil, ais, nora, ama, nad, liyana, et, sulastrie. its been long since i played soccer. eh wait no the last time was with taufiq. but still. hahahah. then went off to meet nyzah. lepak and ate maggi. and now here i am blogging. i just reached home and yes i already bathe for your info kay. huhu. im not smelly. blueckszz. oh yahh before i forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIS! STAY STRONG AND I HOPE YOUR DAY WAS ALRIGHT KAY FRIEND. (:

well since the holidays are here, wow. so many things to do but so little time! all i noe this week im fully booked.haha aku hotel pe.~ tues gona hang out with shaidah and her kittens. wed maybe meeting an old friend of mine. thurs gona have a picnic and swim with nyzah and aan. fri soccer with the girls again. sat maybe with hakim? and i have a feeling sunday i have to go to the course tingy again at downtown.

so whats your week gona be like? ciao cin cin. ! love you allllll

ps. sorie hakim for just now. i love you k. <3

die

2009-12-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

firstly i would like to thank those who helped me out just now.. im so sorry i didnt get to fully express my gratitude to all of you because im fighting the pain which was rather compatative. i swear i felt like dying. a a huge thanx to rabeetahtohteh for helping me out and taking care of me. if not for u i tink i'd be struggling in school. lucky u noe how to urot and all. huahua. but tanx to the rest too. u mean alot to me too. without you all , it'll be like me without maggi. hahaha

fish sticks and now i fucking dont understand thermodynamic which is soooooooooo freaking disgusting. its so physics.... and this reminded me of how much i really hated physics and how i struggled with this kind of disgusting topic. omg physics! i tot i'd never see you again. looks like u cant let go of me eyhh.. sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.

okayy its final... im giving up TD. stupid isobaric go kill adiabatic for noting then blame isothermal and isomatric just becoz both of them have the same name at the begining. PV=mrt betol!

HAHAHAAHAHAHAH dats what i understand for TD. how about you?

sorry

2009-12-05T11:47:00.002+08:00

all the messed up things i do
i swear i'll make them up to you
before you go and have enough
i'll try and measure up
i'll make them up to you

thank you

2009-12-04T09:21:00.001+08:00

thank you. im sorry.

shots

2009-11-29T11:37:00.002+08:00

i love her curls mannnn! daaymn shes hot. i wana thank aisyah for treating us mad jack yesterday and goodluck for your portfolio. (: u have such great talents ya know. and ok ok i shall show some of u the pictures once its ready. hees malu nyee.

and a happy belated birthday to hilda's mum!! ((: i didnt get to blog yesterday. so here it is<3

dadadada

2009-11-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

do you see any resemblences btwn me and that squirrel? haha i dont tink so. but this cherry cherry bom bom of mine said der is. but nvm and thank you for buying me that (: my bro wanted to take it away frm me. tsk.

anywho, term test is coming soon. another few more weeks and peek a boo! i found you. haha okay lame. but seriously, gotta work hard to get good grades. kinda surprising for me that i managed to pass the pipc lecture quiz. i cant say dat i didnt study for it, but i swear it was bloody last minit. like a day b4 kinda ting. im so grateful for it. but i hope i'll do better for the real thing. insyaallah.

and i've been feelingg so bloody hungry recently. tsk. perangai gemzx
till here then, tralalalala

windyyy

2009-11-22T14:41:00.002+08:00

had that yesterday with hildadeh. wooohoo. its banana and strawberry yogurt plus some topings like orea, kitkat, gummy bears, nuts and some sprinklers. mmmmmmmmmmmm yummy! want some?? too bad its inside our tummy :p

sucha windy sunday! i am sooo in love with the weather nowadays. so cooling. and makes you wana go zzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzZZZ. understand my language not? huahua. had my madrasah exam just now. tauhid. i could do some of the ques. insyaallah i can pass. heheh.

i so jealous of my bro coz he got to watch movie. i feel like sneaking in and joining him. huahua. too bad im schooling tmrw.

huhu btw i bought something yesterday. hilda picked it out for me <33

paranomal/fish activities

2009-11-21T11:26:00.006+08:00

1st fish, mine
2nd fish, amir

3rd fish , hakim, amir, mine

yesterday was a weeeeeeeeet day. like they always say, 'bapak nisa turun lepak ngn kiteorg' hahah u dont get it? rahmat, rain, go figure.! huahua. ok not that funny ah actuali.

anywho started late for school. i was suppose to meet yasin earlier in school, but i over slept. sorieeee. so i went to school with hakim. when i got out from my house, it wasnt really raining that heavily but wen i reached tamp, wahhhhhhhh i swear the weather was awesome like blossom from powerpuff girls. hakim told me to go up his house first since it was raining like anything~ aisyah and aiman listened to backstreet boys from my phone. (((: heheeeee then hakim's dad send us to school. aduhh paiseyy nye sayeeee.

we had lab. and the stupid/funny thing happened. i dont wana write here. paisey dok. after lab, liyana, nad, rab, amin, syuk, mus, danny made our way to tm. watched paranormal activities. hua hua the movie was okay. the ending was scary. but the beginning gituk2 jer ah. amin was like covering his face with his jacket. hahahahahahahaha

then made our way to mr teh tarik. amir and me left earlier for FISHING! went to pasir ris pond first to buy some prawn. walked to 403 bustop and waited for the bus for like FOREVER. we reached the place like arnd 1105pm. we set up our rods and all. and woo fish fish fish. i swear the place was kinda scary at first coz there was no one there at all and we were at the endddd of pasir ris park. wahh really tested myself. but then i got used to it. haha soon some people appeared and joined us fish not far from our place. thennnn like arnd 1210am i caught my first fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wohooooooooooooooooo hakim came just in time from work. he got to see my fish. but it wasnt that big ah. soon after a few minutes , amir caught his fish too. but his is bigger -.- and we had to kill his fish coz the hook was stuck deep inside its mouth. my first time experience all this sia. fucking awesome i swear. ((: then it was 1am. we said ' ok this will be the last throw ' den hakim saw my rod move, violently. ' nisa nisa cepatttt angkat!! ' so yeahh i reel it in. and god the fish was violent and strong. then i so kental i didnt noe wad i was tinking i go pass the rod to amir and he reel the other half. when actuali i cud continue reeling it in. and there we go the fish was hugeeeeeeeeee. and fat. haha so the 3rd fish by right was by me but we decided the credit goes to all the 3 of us. hakim, for noticing the rod moving (hehe coz he duno how to reel in) me , for reeling it the first half. (wasted sehh kalau tk it will be mine) amir , for reeling it the 2nd half. (he was like 'hakim kau slenge ahh da nmpk tu bende move abeh suro nisa pulak. abeh nisa kau pon , asl kasi aku pulak' -.- )

but nevermind i did have fun. ((: went home after that. huhu

soriee emy i cant reply ur msg yesterday. hakim took my phone for work coz he needed it and he cudnt tell me that u msged coz we was working ): maybe next tym i accompany u watch paranomal activities kayy love <33

and i tink todays post is loooooooooooonger than usual. so how about that justus? u wanted me to post a longer one right. there you go. but sorie if its in malay for some parts.

have a great weekend people.

picturess to load

2009-11-20T12:43:00.002+08:00

hehe so hot rite this girll :DD shes non other than the HOT HILDA yo.!
i just got the camera. and i still have yet to upload all the photos coz my bro is using it. but im gona upload the photos at nite or the day after.

okay im off to school -.- malas nyeeeeeeeeee. the weather so nice to sleeeep i swear.

nehnehnipoopoo

2009-11-20T00:15:00.002+08:00

i cant stop drooling over his voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and did you noe that he have a new song?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! beautiful lie, with jennifer paige! go hear it ((:

really?

2009-11-15T09:51:00.003+08:00

i tink i just realised someting. after some deep thinking.... you might not agree with what im gona say but heck it. huahua

people dont change. its just that you've never seen that side of him or her before because everyone has their flaws. so you'll tink that they've changed but infact they have been hiding it all this while for you just so they would not let you down or to make you happy. but the fact is, u can never hide your true colours from someone for too long coz in the end they will noe.

so take that time to see who really stays by your side and who would go. (:

tired

2009-11-11T08:48:00.007+08:00

i just realised that all this while, when im not at home, my brother and sister have been using my laptop. haisss they kental ah, so easy to check just click on webcam media and booom! all the evidence is there. pictures tells it all right? huahua.

been very very tired lately. slept earlier as usual. i tink im still not used to skol. still in holiday mood maybe. yesterdays oc quiz was like erhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (blank face). liyana, amir and i are having a bet. the highest will treat the lowest. i have a feeling that im gona be the lowest. yippy! hahah

today as u can see, im updating my blog in the morning. no it doesnt mean that i have no school. but yes, im starting late -.- which equals to ending late. and today there is no breakkkkkk sheeesh kebab ah. after school later on, i wont be going silat. instead i hav to go to syuks house to make cheesecake for CCN day. (padehal nxt wk da silat performance sia) but what to do. this week is so bloody packed. i wish i could squeeze it all away. well tough luck nisa.

till here merry berferry people.

birds in my ear

2009-11-07T23:05:00.004+08:00

pretty please just trick me, whats a crush to do. i♥h

it was the first day and the first experience for hilda and i. it was kinda scary. they left us at punggol and yeah for an hour we made some balloon for lil kids. and woahh i didnt noe these stuff really attracted little kids. then went to changi for another event. and at there, the scenary and environment was awesome. the place was awesome. hilda was awesome. woahh they must be some rich as people sia.so overall today dapat 30 ketol. huahua. can eat at pastamania 3 times siot. hehe and now im just stoning. i tink im gona watch some bsb vids at youtube. till here gdnite little boys and girls.

blacker than white

2009-11-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

sister's keeper was soo sad and sweet. <3

face

2009-11-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

i tink i miss my brother. he wrote the cutest ting and paste-ed it on my laptop.

records

2009-10-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

open open open open open open. eyes. humans. not perfect. you? expectations. promises. dissapointed. fuck off. sensitive. goes the same. over reacting. patience.

go figure. (:

escape

2009-10-29T02:22:00.003+08:00

so will u stay? and dance with me?

where are you?

2009-10-28T08:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday didnt start off well. obviously. i dont noe if i was being unreasonable for my actions, but to me, i think i have the right to be. i have my reasons. but i am glad that u make it up to me at the end of the day. i really appreciate your efforts.

and now for today, im starting late. 12-6pm. with NO BREAKS. i tink im gona hate wednesdays for this sem. and plus i have silat after that. what a day. and on the same day itself i have to bring alot of stuff. like my silat stuff which now consist of running shoes and the baju itself. and since today i have lab, so add another labcoat in my bag. tsk. so dont piss me off on that day okay.

now i tink i need to go eat and get ready -.- haisss school.

thank you

2009-10-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

wahh today was so unexpected. amalina, amir and i walked all the way home from school. i feel like a princess ah bcoz both of them sent me all the way home till my void deck tau. jgn main2. and wait for me until i go in my house youuu~ sweet per. ni sume pasal mcdonald nye psl kan. -.-.. heh jk jk. but thankkkkkk youuuu so much ahhhh i really appreciate it ((:

wahhhhhhhh

2009-10-25T14:14:00.001+08:00

i soooo wana watch this!!!! i remembered the last tym i watched rec, i was bitten on my shoulder. nice kan hilda??

wwei

2009-10-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

hahaha they very cute ah? dont u agree?

refill the other half

2009-10-21T10:23:00.003+08:00

hello yellow mellow fello wello cello nello mello.

school has been tiring and i dont know why. maybe too used to holiday. been sleeping early these few days. had an introduction for my cds yesterday. im just scared that i might not be able to do the task given. but hopefully i can. with et beside me, insyaallah she can help me abit ((:

well today i dont need to go school! woooo~ since first wk no tutorials and lab, yeaaa man. BUT i have to go back school later for silat. hopefully the training is not tat tough. before that, im gona accompany liyana and syuk to cdc. if im not wrong, after that we are going town for awhile to get some stuff yo.

hmmm i tink i have lost my touch in blogging. HAHAHA bye

go

2009-10-20T00:15:00.001+08:00

i am tired.

wish me luck tmrw for freehand drawing! wawawaaaaaaaaa

i wana laugh out loud seh at my cds sheeeeeeeeeesh.

gdnite lovelies<3

she shot me

2009-10-18T09:58:00.003+08:00

burokkkkkk! haha

beep beep* anyone there?

okay okay im here. helo helo helo belo.

so, my holiday is coming to an end. okay i think today it already did coz im not gona do anything fun today. tmrw is gona be a long day -.- hais dot dot dot. so used to holiday mah~ im still tinking of going to silat or not. okok i noe tmrw ama is so gona bedal yong tau fu. tmrw i bedal bryani ah. long tym nvr eat u ah. i missed u in my mouth. hheeees.

and and and my stomach is acting so weird lately. i've been to the toilet for 3 times already. and i tink the numbers are gona increase in time to come for today. why ah why ah? i tink its because it can sense that theres skol tmrw! grrr

sooooooooo enjoy skol apple people.

red

2009-10-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

since today is the 17th of october, i'd like to wish a very HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO QADRI! wish u all the best for ur exams and wadeva u do. anddd i hope the cake is nice. im gona drop by his hse after i eat my prata. BYE

hoho

2009-10-17T01:15:00.003+08:00

heyho. went sentosa on thursday with mostly the chem eng ppl and some other as ppl too. i tink im getting darker. hahaha. and amir kencing 2 kali seh. eeeeeeeeeeee. nick tk ajar mah. and and not forgeting our(syuk, amir, nad and i) perangai gemok at vivo. onli u and i noe okay. haha -.- sesungguh nye itu sume aku blaja dari dorg.

and i tink i wana sleep now.

i love u hakim , please dont be sad.

nice

2009-10-14T13:07:00.002+08:00

hi (:

shattered

2009-10-13T22:03:00.001+08:00

this is us this is us this is us.

i could be the one
to give u all the love
forget what he's done to you
im here now

-aww fuck i melt wen i hear this.

undone

2009-10-13T13:10:00.003+08:00

mmmm yummy

been rollerblading for the past two days. on sunday, rollerblade at pasir ris park with my lovely hotties. ama, nora and et. ama was so immune to falling. hehehe. cute ah u. then on monday, which was yesterday, rollerblade with hakim at east coast park. the view there was awesome. its been awhile since i went there. enjoyed every second there with this cherry cherry bom bom. hahaha and yes again he fell directly infront of the shop and plus alot of ppl were looking. hahaha. cute ahh u. im surrounded with cute ppl ah. how lucky ((: after rollerblading, went downtown to catch a movie. heee heee wah i swear the show we watched was sick. i close my eyes most of the tym the killer wanted to kill someone. hahaha.! u all might tink that i must have so much money to like go rollerblading 2 times and watch movie. well actuali no. wana noe why? coz yesterday, hakim paid for everyting. heees THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SO MUCH SYG! i feel so guilty. and and and sorie for being late and pissing u off. love u so very much. and of course not forgeting my girls. love u all toooooooo just as much (:

weee

2009-10-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

bought myself that to put a smile on my face ((:

all of your life

2009-10-11T14:10:00.003+08:00

please dont change the way you are. kinda hating this.

str8 thru my heart

2009-10-10T17:27:00.004+08:00

straight thru her heart <3

sape nk flower? come, i make for u (:

janeee

okay woke up early this saturday morning. for what u might ask? well theres this charity event which hilda and i had to drop by to help make some balloons for charity. hilda happy ahh coz finally she got to help the needy.

well i had fun twisting those balloons. if im not wrong, i pop-ed like arnd 3 balloons? HAHA. well i guess some of u might be asking this question in ur head , 'since wen u noe how to twist balloon sia!' well the ans to that question is, SINCE 1985. AHAHHA. ok lame. u go find out urself kay. bye bye love.

tp rayee

2009-10-08T19:28:00.016+08:00

day 1 ( 5th oct ) :

ahh tgk tu, minta maaf eh make sure jgn buat salah lagi tau -.-

awww so sweeeet~

bunge api!!!

day 2 ( 7th oct ) :

men in black konon nyer -.-

hilda <3

karaoke at roslee's hse

GUITAR HERO AT AMIN'S HSE

haaakim <3

birthday boy, AMIN! (:

HAHAHA!

the girls

the boys

okayyy i guess the pictures tells everything that has happened to me for the past 3 days. well today is 8th oct, i'd like to wish amin a HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ! hope u enjoy the cake and surprise yesterday. haha i tink i saw u shed one tear. hahahah awwww. thank you everyone for making the raye outing a fun and memorable one. (:

ps, picts are all in facebook oreadi. and i stupidly plus confidently deleted the videos not on purpose! ahhhhhh. hais dot dot dot.

because these things will change

2009-10-04T21:20:00.004+08:00

repeating history and you're getting sick of this.

ffish fish gomez

2009-10-04T00:49:00.025+08:00

mus, before, PANAS GILER

amir, before, PANAS GILER

cheyy cheyy

actuali that white color tingy was a jelly fish

amir's small lil fishy

mermaid sesat ah kat changi. hahaha

hilda join in da club ah beb(:

it was freaking cold and yeaa we were fuckin wet

it was raining likeeee wahhhhhhhhhhhhh

amir and mus, after, SEJUK GILER BABI

MUS POSING MAUT. pantat japz!

yusof mau challenge mus ah

tapi mus tetap win. hahahaha -.-

look at stupid sunburn. -.- grrr

fishing just now at changi and pasir ris park, or shud i say yesterday was oOoOoOoOoOo laaaa laaaa. hardcore ahh the weather. mus, amir and i experienced a veryy moody weather. i tink the kind like really going thru pms. u noe ahhh.. as u can see from the picture above, how it was before and after. huge diff aye??

and the most funny ting is, we didnt caught any fish. highlight of the day, i caught 2, TWO, dua , plastic bag at one go okay! not many ppl can get to. limit2 normal ppl can get onli one ahh. other than that, i always get alot alot alot of seaweeed and 2 fish which i almost caught but terlepas!!! grr. mus didnt get anything. but the fishes which bite on his bait were all so very talented. they really noe how to eat prawn sia. onli left the skin. suspect kuat ikan goooooomezzzz. tu hybrid of all fishes sia. as for amir, he managed to catch one small fish. and the rest same as me, seaweed and 2 fish which terlepas.. hais. oh yaa he managed to catch a leaf! yea leaf , the ones u see on trees. dat one pro beb. HAHA.

so yeah, i'd like to thank mus and amir for the dayyy. thank you for teaching me how to fish. it was a nice experience. hopefully theres more to come. ((:

this is us

2009-10-01T23:56:00.009+08:00

cheyyy org tu da expert seh roller blade. tgk tu da leh amik gmbr while roller blading!!

happy nampk.. mesti ahh da tahu roller blade peee. haha!

i swear my nose was itching like hell

wahh today like the first time i got to spend the whole day with this cherry cherry bom bom. roller blading in the morning. ate at my house. watched movie in the afternoon. to the beach all the way till nite time.

thank you for the day love. hope ur thigh recovers soon. i tink i shud go sleep now. haha.

girlss

2009-10-01T02:48:00.011+08:00

i have to thank dearest nad for today. or shud i say yesterday. hehe had loads of fun.. oh yea, she kinda did a mini 'make over' to me. coz i nvr wear make up mahh. hahaha my darling so talented kan.. tgk ah sape nye kwn. heehehe. (Perasan skejap nisa)

she mengidam frolick(pict gona upload soon), i mengidam cheesy pasta

with love,

unbelievable but believe it

2009-09-28T14:48:00.012+08:00

before..

NICKKKK!

omg backstreet's back alright!

the 4 of us didnt give up ((:

after....

yes believe or not. somehow thank to allah , i managed to get in and see my nick! woooooho! more picts at my facebook. and videos are at angry and horny. we really didnt see this one coming. they sang mostly the songs from the unbreakable album and some old songs like i want it that way, all i have to give and yeah many more. but watever it is, we are very grateful and will definately remember yesterday nite for the rest of our lives. it was a night that we'll never forget. and luckily it was being shared by non other than nur hildayah zin. so lesson learnt, DONT GIVE UP AND HAVE FAITH. because god always have someting planned ahead for you. well thats wat i belif. hehe till here then ((:

soldier down

2009-09-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for later! gona head down to city hall maybe? haha atleast aku dpt feeling2 ah sikit ah. and i'd be almost near the backstreet boys. if im not wrong they are gona be performing at the padang. till midnight. ahhhhhhh i wish i cud watch them seh! nvm. then after that.... HILDA GONA SLEEP OVER MY HOUSE! im loving it ((; i noe u all jeles coz i get to sleep with one hot girl. blueckz! too bad. HAHAHAHA

ahhhh i wana meet nick sehhhhhh! sheeeeeeeeeeeesh

speechless and happy

2009-09-26T02:26:00.003+08:00

i am freaking awake like nobody's business even tho its like 2 plus am now. thanx to farhana's vid in her blog. omg omg omg!!! they are gona come back here!!!! i really hope i can go this time! ahhhhhh, i am sooo freaking happy until canot happy anymore ahhh. heeeheee..

i tink people will think im a psycho.. but who cares! THEY ARE COMING BACK YO! OMG! but i really hope it doesnt clash with my exams!!! insyaallah.

tanx again mann. and now i found a new fren whom i can share my excitement about backstreet boys. woooooooooooooooo!

ok i can sleep peacefully now. hahhaha till here thennn. ((:

as much

2009-09-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

today was spent beautifully. in the morning went to meet dearest hakim. went to pasir ris park to roller blade. i have alot of fun laughing out loud at tis lil boy. he keeps on falling down like nobody's business. hua hua. but i tink at the end of the day, he managed to get the hang of blading. well a lil bit more practise, im sure he'll be as good as anyone else who noes how to roller blade (:

then ate at macdonalds and soon after went to his house coz he wanted to bathe coz he was all so sweaty. watched jgn pandang blakang congkak and played with his lil bro, aiman. haha so cute i swear. then in the afternoon, sent him to climbing and then im off to meet two hot ladies at open plaza ; hilda and ais.

there we camwhored and made stupid yet entertaining videos. u can see the picts at facebook or blogs. so yeahh... i have to say that i enjoyed every second with everyone i met just now. thanks for making my day worth remembering. u guys rock my undies.

and guess what? i just checked backstreet boys twitter and look at what they said ; ' About to take off. Singapore here we come. We've got a 14 hour flight to Hong Kong first. Oh man....this is going to be a long night!!! '

oh my !!!! they are coming so sooon! so closee but yet i cant see them! ahhhhhh. u noe how upset i am? upset la like i canot upset anymmore. sheesh.

tell me how

2009-09-21T01:29:00.004+08:00

how you love me now? __

i am not the jaded kind

playback such a waste

yeyeye

2009-09-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

heyhooooooooo enjoying ur raye? gd for u. mines kinda a bore __

selera anda

2009-09-18T17:37:00.003+08:00

huahua u people from another mother have to tilt ur head to see the pictures. common man some excercise wont kill ya. (:

anywho those pictures were taken yesterday. they went to my house to dye their hair. after that watched some CDs and DVDs which we rented earlier. too bad we cant eat popcorns while watching. sheeeeeeeeeesh.

haisss now im soo hungry. hungry as can be. very hungry. super hungry. ahh hungry. another hour or so then i can eatttttttt. goshh why am i so hungry mann.. never the mindd.

and it looks like i wouldnt be going out that much on the first day of raye. i tink by 5pm i'd be home. coz my parents have to go work. confirm i'll be soooo freaking boreddddddd. aisey bedah btul. never the mind. -.-

okayy i guess till here then, i'll try my best to distract myself from being so super duper hungryy nak mampos. hahaha. BYE!

ohmygoshh!

2009-09-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG. i soooo want to be this lucky winner of this contest. preetty please with the cherry on top?!!! ahhhhhhhhhh. i just mailed the tingy and hopefully insyaallah i get to see my nick!!!! heheheeh omgomgomg please prayy hard ahh dat i gettt..

AHHHHHHHHHHH I SO EXCITED UNTIL MY PEROT SAKET SIA! TSK.

waliaowei hilda!

2009-09-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

aiyooooooo WALIAOWEI HILDA! grrr. ahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa make me laugh out loud la you.

nevermind wad goes arnd comes bck arnd huh? sheeeeeeeeeeesh. heh i still love u ah hildadeh. (:

i, khairunnisa, do hereby admit that im one lazy screwed up girl. huaahua. wana noe why? i just woke up and still in bed and im so effing lazy to get out to take a bath. grrr. and i just remembered that i have to find my passport which i misplaced it somewer in this room of mine. grrr i am soooo lazy to do anything mann! who is kind enuf to come to my hse and help me find it ah?? dapat pahala tau. lagi2 dalam bulan ramadhan ((:

haiss. holidays can sumtimes be such a bore. y u might ask? well firstly becoz i dont get to see my lovely girlfrens and frens and my cherrycherrybombom all the time. haiyooo boring sia. boring u noeee stuck in a room with 4 walls. no entertainment ah. so lifeless. so dull. so quiet. so meaningless. soooo u get wad i mean... secondly holidays also equals to no cash. so many things we plan to do. yet no cash. hais. how? in the end we canot go anywer. haissss. nvm.. im sure somting good will come out from all these.

now im craving for pastamania. damn it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and people raye coming ah sehhhh. da beli baju raye ke blom? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah mines BROWN!

fact

2009-09-12T00:27:00.001+08:00

hahah i just have to post tis in here. seee people.. nick is hot. u all just soo shy to tell me straight at my face. its ok. i understand. ((:

ya mean

2009-09-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

and so people im sure u all shud have known your results by now. wonder how u all did? confirm very very very very good right. confirm plus chop one(ais line).

as for me, i didnt really do quite well. hais. kinda sucky ah the marks. well what to do, but im grateful that atleast i did manage to pass all subjects. haiss. tanx to kelape ah i got shocked and sad for a moment for nothing. sesungguhnye i was fasting that time. haisss.

well i just hope next sem i'd be more serious. hua hua. insyaallah

back aroound

2009-09-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

It's gonna come back around
You know that this town is just too small and not too tall to take this again
You just too adverse but I got news
You know you're just gonna lose
Everything and everyone that means so much to you.

suckaaaaaaaaaaaaa d:

090909

2009-09-11T00:02:00.001+08:00

those picts were taken on the 9th sept where we (mostly bdk chem eng) buke at mak hakim nye kedai at gAylang. then off to grandlink to karaoke... hahah most pictures are at mus, nad and ais. hahahahaha okayy. update later ahhh

missing nose

2009-09-06T15:01:00.000+08:00

wooooooots. my nose ran away. yes. it did. now im having trouble breathing. i have no idea why but i tink im gona be sick. again. ahhhhhhhhhhhh sharks with ribbons betul la sehh. must be the weather.

well hopefully it wont get worst ah. haisss. raye coming ritee.. and so is nick. huahua. i really hope i can go and the ticket wont be sold out so soon sehh. sheeesh man, if not haiss. i dont noe what to say man.

well till here then, i shall search for my nose. i tink i left it under my pillow or maybe on the left side of my pocket? who knowssssssssssss. wish me luck aye -.-

the last

2009-09-05T00:38:00.003+08:00

something about you is so addictive

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popster

2009-09-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

look what my brother and i bought from ntuc. hahaha. POPCORN! and i tink i accidentaly put the temparature too high that some were hangos! hahah seee got black black color ones. haiss. nisa nisa.. tis simple stuff that onli requires me to put it in the microwave oso canot pass. how to cook nieeee! aisey bedahh.

nevertheless i shall not give up rite?

2nd sept

2009-09-03T01:26:00.001+08:00

my lovely queen

chey chey hilda not bad

tdo pe boyyy

my little princess

mata steam sehh

had a wonderful day with them. soooo last minit i guess. well. the important ting is dat we enjoyed ourselves rite? so yea. well tings dont always turn out the way we want it to be, but sumtyms maybe all these happen for our own good kay love. im sure god has someting planned for us.

till here, i love u both. thank you for the day, and no matter wad, im just a call away hilda <3

stickers

2009-09-02T02:12:00.000+08:00

ahahahahahahaa look at that pict! hahahhahah. nice eyes ayee? ily ah.

bloody ego

2009-09-01T13:59:00.002+08:00

heeho heyho

yesterday has been quite a day rite hilda? apart from snoozing off in the bus, i enjoyed every second of yesterday with dearest hilda and her mom and her mom's fren. i wana say a huge thanks to all of them for everything. ((:

reached PASIR RACE at arnd 1130pm. hehe.

now i just woke up. and feeling freaking hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. huahua nasib canot puase.

anywho i dont feel like blogging now uh.. so i guess till here then? haha STUPID EGO FUCKING SHIT.