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20 april 1992
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11:12 PM | Saturday, June 23, 2018
2018/1
It’s 2018.
Well things hasn’t been going well. I’ve quit my current job. It wasn’t an easy decision. And I know I have to face the consequences for that. I guess I am facing it now. It’s ending of June now, and I’m not doing so well to keep myself sane.
I feel like I’m a whole new person now. My confidence has gone down to i don’t even know where or don’t even know if it still exists.. I guess I’m a my lowest in my life. Where i feel like I just don’t know what I’m gona do. I feel like a total failure. I don’t know what future I have. I don’t know if I can make it to the future ??
I feel like I’m slowly losing myself. Is that even possible ? I don’t know who else to talk to. I don’t know who else could understand how I feeling. I sick of hearing that things will be alright. I’m sick of hearing that I’ve got this. If I’ve got this, then why is my life still a mess ? I mean I know I’ve got sooo many things to be grateful of. But you know my life isn’t the same as it used to be. I guess I’ve felt the highest and now it’s just so different feeling being at the bottom. I guess maybe that’s why I feel like a failure? I’ve somewhat tasted success previously, and now everything is just shit. I guess it’s natural to feel like you’re failing in everything when things don’t used to be the way it was.
I’m just hoping that things will slowly fall into place. I don’t know what to do anymore and the most suckiest thing is that I can’t control how I’m feeling now. I do not know how to explain to people and I’m afraid they might not understand me.
I just hope that the old me comes back soon.
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