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about me
K for khairunnisa
20 april 1992
i have the most wonderful people around me. please dont take them away from me.
11:33 PM | Tuesday, December 29, 2009
sore throatt
im gona copy paste some stuff later on. i took it from angryandhorny.blogspot btw. im gona post it here because i find it very sweet of that person to post it at A&H <3
haiss my throat now is weird i dont know why ):
so here it is...
Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life , only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.
Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend" one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change . We listened to our friends tell us that we we're stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking we would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.
Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us . We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.
Here's for the ones who did their hair and makeup & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder "what if".
This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with .
This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time". Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.
This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so". The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake by ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.
Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here are for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better .
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt.
Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When 'your song' comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.
One day you'll find a guy, who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's going to hurt like hell, & it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.
Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend" one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change . We listened to our friends tell us that we we're stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking we would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.
Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us . We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.
Here's for the ones who did their hair and makeup & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder "what if".
This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with .
This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time". Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.
This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so". The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake by ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.
Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here are for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better .
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt.
Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When 'your song' comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.
One day you'll find a guy, who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's going to hurt like hell, & it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.
4:11 PM | Friday, December 25, 2009
back
my bro has return. yeahhh after one week. haishhhh. he look like some terrorist eh. ahaha no la. just kidding. and what do ya noe, holiday (for me that is) is ending. how sad. i dont even hav time for myself except for yesterday afternoon when i just went back straight from skol and watched dvds and fall asleep. ouuu i needed that soo much. if onli the holiday would be longer aye? heehe too bad theres noting we could do about it but just enjoy whats left (:
11:19 PM | Wednesday, December 23, 2009
cocodile
zoo zoo zoo. thank you shaidah and family. <3
11:12 AM | Wednesday, December 16, 2009
one more try
you said this is going no where girl
you said i turned my back on you
said im not the only one for you
please give it one more try for the sake of our love
please give it one more chance cause i cant give you up
cant have one more day without you in my arms
i can never find another like you
12:19 AM | Tuesday, December 15, 2009
pictures of you
get well soon <3
11:49 PM | Monday, December 14, 2009
holidayday
13th dec
it was nora the meera birthdayyyyy people from another mother and father.! we(ais, hilda, rab, emy, ama and i) surprised her at botanic garden and had a mini picnic there. then headed down to tamp and 'drop by' ramen ten and popeye. ((: hope u had a great tym love! pictures are all at facebook. <3
14th dec
had soccer with rab, hil, ais, nora, ama, nad, liyana, et, sulastrie. its been long since i played soccer. eh wait no the last time was with taufiq. but still. hahahah. then went off to meet nyzah. lepak and ate maggi. and now here i am blogging. i just reached home and yes i already bathe for your info kay. huhu. im not smelly. blueckszz. oh yahh before i forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIS! STAY STRONG AND I HOPE YOUR DAY WAS ALRIGHT KAY FRIEND. (:
well since the holidays are here, wow. so many things to do but so little time! all i noe this week im fully booked.haha aku hotel pe.~ tues gona hang out with shaidah and her kittens. wed maybe meeting an old friend of mine. thurs gona have a picnic and swim with nyzah and aan. fri soccer with the girls again. sat maybe with hakim? and i have a feeling sunday i have to go to the course tingy again at downtown.
so whats your week gona be like? ciao cin cin. ! love you allllll
ps. sorie hakim for just now. i love you k. <3
10:11 PM | Tuesday, December 8, 2009
die
firstly i would like to thank those who helped me out just now.. im so sorry i didnt get to fully express my gratitude to all of you because im fighting the pain which was rather compatative. i swear i felt like dying. a a huge thanx to rabeetahtohteh for helping me out and taking care of me. if not for u i tink i'd be struggling in school. lucky u noe how to urot and all. huahua. but tanx to the rest too. u mean alot to me too. without you all , it'll be like me without maggi. hahaha
fish sticks and now i fucking dont understand thermodynamic which is soooooooooo freaking disgusting. its so physics.... and this reminded me of how much i really hated physics and how i struggled with this kind of disgusting topic. omg physics! i tot i'd never see you again. looks like u cant let go of me eyhh.. sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.
okayy its final... im giving up TD. stupid isobaric go kill adiabatic for noting then blame isothermal and isomatric just becoz both of them have the same name at the begining. PV=mrt betol!
HAHAHAAHAHAHAH dats what i understand for TD. how about you?
11:47 AM | Saturday, December 5, 2009
sorry
all the messed up things i do
i swear i'll make them up to you
before you go and have enough
i'll try and measure up
i'll make them up to you
9:21 AM | Friday, December 4, 2009
thank you
thank you. im sorry.
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