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12:00 AM | Tuesday, June 30, 2009

change

okayy its been almost a week i didnt blog.

well. lets just say i was busy with some stuff.

busy tinking and sorting out myself. tinking of life.

but now.. now i noe the true meaning of life.

i noe i may sound like im some kind of big talker. but yeahh. now i noe.

let me tell u wad i've ;earnt thru for the past 3 days during this training i went to which my dearest parents sent me to.

well at first, i didnt wanted to go ofcourse. i tot it would be a waste of my time and all ,and to add on to that, i had to skip a day from skol for it.

but well i sincerely say that it was all worth it. i really hope my beloved friends would also go thru the training i went to. i really tink everyone of you should go.
well in this training, it really did clear my mind out of tings and opened my eyes. well to some of u, u might tink that im not ok, u might tink that im emo-ing, u might ting that theres sumting not right with me. well my frens, if i am quiet in skol at times, it doesnt mean that im all of the above that has mentioned. im just tinking of ways to improve myself. to make myself a better person. a better person towards allah s.w.t. insyaallah. i may need time to change. yees thats indeed true. i might make some mistakes/sins along the way. but i do hope all my sins would be forgiven. i hope and i pray that as days goes by, things get better.

ya allah, tuhanku sesungguhnye engkaulah maha pengasih dan penyayang. ampunkanla sumua dosa dosaku dan bantukanlah aku ke perjalanan yg lurus kepada mu. amiin.

11:13 PM | Tuesday, June 23, 2009

one and the same

today didnt really went well. but life's great, move on ; a wise person once told me. well well well oh well. ~ hais. byebye futsal. ):

12:03 AM | Sunday, June 21, 2009

iny now

i noe i shudnt tink bout u. but how to? dammit.

2:39 PM | Saturday, June 20, 2009

foot-asal?

hua hua. been busy with stuff lately. but still i have yet to touch things which are related to school. okay maybe i did uh. but just a little bit. i still have no idea what to choose for cds. and i bet ppl hav alreadi key in their choices. aisey bedah betul.

went to east cost futsal yest with aan, nyzah, zuhairah, azimah and zul. practised abit for the coming game. hua hua. mcm phm sia nisa main futsal. nevertheless we had fun yesterday. and i cant believe after being outside for like half the day, i slept at 4am yest. must be the redbull i drank? maybe not? haahaaa.

i tink today i shall just finish up my csas project at downtown. and later at nite , continue on with uploading pictures.

ehhh people do u noe wen is the next F1 tingy? BSB coming tauuuu = nick in singapore la abeh!

12:36 AM | Thursday, June 18, 2009

picty

aaahh memories with the ring

those are pictures from the karokay we went last saturday. for more pictss please stand behind the yellow line and click here . thank you for travelling with smrt.

sesungguhnye i still havent finish helping dearest ais in uploading the picts. and yayyy tmrw or shud i say later on soccer baby!

11:23 PM | Monday, June 15, 2009

amazing hilda race

andddddddddddd helluuuu people from another mother. wad do u noe?! its 15th june peopleeee! unoe wad dat means???? it means dat my dearest hilda and shaidah has just turned 17!! sooo i'd like to wish them a very happy birthday!!!

to shaidah love, hope u did enjoy ur day even tho it wasnt with us.. chey cheyyy ufinally met him. i wish u the very best girl for everyting and hav a good life. i love u so very muchhh <3

to hilda love, hope u enjoyed our little amazing race for u. u've been a great contestant yaw. we love u oh so much and i hope u noe dat. it's been a great day. a great 15th june i mean. all the best for ur future and hope everyting goes well love. love u like i love god <3

pictures and videos will be uploaded soon i guess?

anddd i broke the ring!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh freaking hell! this means i lost on the bet i made with jon and khalil. urghhh! i cant believe i lost. omg i so confident sia i swear! urghhh. UPSET UPSET... . haissss no no. must be positive. life is good. move on. (:

11:27 PM | Sunday, June 14, 2009

frappe

aisey bedahhh i so jealous coz that cat so manje at him. sheeesh.. maybe my aura not nice uhhh for the cat. hu hu hu . life's good.

11:30 PM | Saturday, June 13, 2009

karaokeee

omg sesungguhnye i record a video of them and i just realised that the vid was without sound! wtf so frustrated can with my bloody phone! nvm life's good, move on.

anywho today was awesome. spent my day with norame, zurikh, jon, wan, khalil, fadzlon, kiwi and haikal. we went to karaoke at this place near geylang i guess. we sang song duh. i so semangat wen it came to this backstreet boys song coz i tot can see nick in the vid, skali come out stupid vid that is not related to the song sia. upset to the max sehhh. sesungguhnye aku penyabar -.-

then we berjolly molly and made our way to airport coz we tot that there is a spinelli outlet there. check2 tkde. then nora, jon, khalil, wan and me went to nora's work place to have our dinner. chhahahahah. just kiding la. had some cheese cake, and some drinks. pish posh went home uhh.

thanxx for the day yaww. tmrw i tink i wana stay at home uhh. eh shit wait. i cant. aisey bedah betul.. pictures will be uploaded soon.... till here go to sleep my little babies.

12:25 PM | Wednesday, June 10, 2009

PDLM

ouhhh what do you noe, its already wednesday! aisey bedahhh why is time flying so fast niee. please please help me find the pause button somewer in the world can? dont u people from another mother feel that time is flying so fast? how to enjoy holiday niee? so many things to do but so little time ?!

met dearest shaidah yesterday. visited her at her crib coz her ankle wasnt in the pink of health. hahaha. hope u get better soon so by the time its monday, u could mit him. gdluck baby! i will always be there for you. <3

as for today, gona hav a mini picnic with dearest aan, hilda and maybe nora. hopefully all do turn up. and lets we berjolly at pasir ris park uh abeh!

wahhhhh and i havent even start or do anything related to school this holiday. baik pe. i can safely say that im such a slacker. hua hua hua. wonder who teach me to be like this. hahaaaaaaaa. kk i cant blame ppl. sheeeesh perangai bestfren sia.

i tink i shudnt talk much. enjoy ur holidays people! till here. please try help me find that pause button to make time stop for awhile can? pretty please with the cherry on top. (:

nickolas gene carter is da bomb <3

12:17 AM | Tuesday, June 9, 2009

like woa

i sneezed and sneezed in the morning. and i think i sneezed out almost all the sickness out from my body. hur hur. and now feeling a little better than yesterday.. thank god. alhamdulilah.

soo since i had the energy, ape lagi, kluar uhh abehh. went to tamp. watched monster vs alien AGAIN. but this time with rab, nora, rafi and hilmi. then nora and me went off and met up with the guys. soon after left them and met aan. den had to teman hakim to eat. went back home . then i had this phone call. it was aan. and she was like " NISAA! 7ELEVEN ADE JUAL TELUR TAK? KITE LUPE NAK BELI TELUR TADI!!!!!!!!!!! " . and soo hurried out wore some selekeh stuff and went to 7 eleven. hahaha funny and now im back at home happily chatting. hur hur.

enjoy life while u can motherfucker.

9:42 PM | Sunday, June 7, 2009

coz i want to

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

okayy. i've been returning home late these past few days. today suppose to be doin the same thing like yesterday. but i over slept. and i tink my body's been shutting on me. i hope it gets better.

anywho, ive been going to NTU to support my seniors and frens for their IVP. to jumali, i tink u fought well. dont be too hard on urself or anything kay. as for shikin, u were good. goodluck for the next match. and for the tpsilat ppl, woooo! gdluck yaw. saw many familiar faces.

and noww i have no mood to type anything and my freaking throat is killing me. haissss. life life.

1:11 PM | Friday, June 5, 2009

pickyy

awww bye bye ball ):

risyahhhhahaa

amalina and nabilahahaa

okayy those were pictures from yesterdays' picnic. for more pictures. do click here.

and below are my source of happiness in school. plus hilda and emy and rab love. and my classmates*.

1:09 PM |

picnic and throat

heyho.
like finally its term break! even tho its onli for 2 wks. well i say, lets we live our life to the fullest and make that 2 wks a wonderful 2 wk. okayyy i noe its abit shiok sendiri. but who cares ! be jealous k? esp for those who are taking their o lvls. hahahaha. okayyy i was just kiding. im not that mean kayysss.

anywho, yesterday , after my last paper, i accompanied dearest yasin coz he lost his matrix card. then we headed to itas to join our lovelies. and at there, well thats wer all of us got so high and got our holiday mood. and i swear that we were the once who poluted most on noise polution. mcm itas bapak kite punye sia.

then we, considerate ppl, went off bcoz more ppl we coming in to have their break, sooo we then decided to go pasir ris park to hav this mini picnic. met each other again after taking our necessary stuffs like mats, kite, and most importantly, ourselves! nabilah joined us tooo.
i miss her bloody alot can?

wen we reached prp, what else uh, we berjolly molly uhh abehhh. ouhyeah i hav to mention tis, we were really entertained by this couple sitting at the break water near us. theyy even had season 2 of making out sia! tsk tsk. let me give an advise can? - if those who intend to momotek, please do so at a non open or public place can. if still u wan, then atleast do it in the dark. haha our eyes are still virgin yaw. we wana maintain this healthy eyes of ours. please be considerate.

k enuf crap. later that nite, hakim and zul came. then it was left with onli hakim and me. ate at downtown forwhile coz tis lil boy always hungry one. den went back at the break water. baraq was suppose to join us. but sumting came up. well we talked bout life. how shitty it cud be. i guess everyone has their own problems to handle. and its amazing how each individual are able to live with it, i respect all of u.

till here then, pictures of yesterday will be uploaded soon. just stay tuned

4:39 PM | Tuesday, June 2, 2009

functional grp

my eyes was the biggest coz i can stand the mighty flash unlike those two. muahaah

the camera only likes me and baraq fullstop

was studyinggg. seee i got my book der.

then it was maggie time.

okayyy obviously these picts werent taken today duh.. haahah.

okayyy sesungguhnye this wk is term test wk. haiss *cricket sounds for a minute *

k done with sound effects. hahaha okay tk perlu. anywho 2 down, 2 more to go. PIPC was like errrrrrrrrr wadeva uhhh. tmrw is OC. hellooooooo hybridisation , orbitals , ketone , amine , ester and wadeva functional grp that exist. and did i mentioned that i slept like a pig ! hshssss. so much for waking up at 1 to study. dats what a nisa is like. okay maye not all nisa are bengap like me.

andddddddddd sesungguhnye i am is so thirsty now i feel like drinking you up. hahaha ass.

NICKOLAS GENE CARTER ROCKS. gdluck ppl for tmrw's paper. may all the stuff u studied for come out. huhuhuhuuu. SESUNGGUHNYA

12:21 AM | Monday, June 1, 2009

it comes arnd

my baby

my scandal

like finally, today, i met up with my bby. its none other than amanda hoon <3>

we studied at downtown in the afternoon. well not exactly both of us were there, hakim and emy were there too. after a few hours dating our notes, we treat ourselves by watching monster vs alien at ehub. then theyyy were hungry so we ate at pasta mania. tanx hakim for treating me. u shudnt have coz now i feel effing guilty.

and then .......... off they go.

to hakim and emy love,

im sorie i made both of u worried. i noe im such an ass for being such a stubborn little brat. i dont noe wads got into me. i noe i was kinda being selfish im sorie. u both shudnt have wasted ur time walkiing to the interchange. im not worth ur time. im sorrie i lied. im sorie for everything. nevertheless im so thankful to have people like u in my life. thank you and im sorie.

goodluck for those taking mt olvl and term test. jia you.