K for khairunnisa

20 april 1992

i have the most wonderful people around me. please dont take them away from me.

now i wana eat and rest.

go kiss ur foot uh bodo~




i swear i'd be walking in skol in a weird way. wana noe why?????? ooooooooooo training la abeh! its been long since i actually excercise. apart from walking to places during my 6months holiday, yeah i didnt even do a single push up or sit up. and yesterday was the start. ouh yeah did i mentioned i joined silat as my cca? if not then i've said it now. haaaaaaaaaah.

wahseh training baik pe. i was covered with my sweat and all. my stamina suck. hais nvm no pain no gain eyh? okay wad crap.

so apart from silat training, wana noe what happened? i swear it was like the best time ever i spent in skol. okay the story goes like this, went to skol and reached at about 845am. wasnt really looking forward to skol coz all the way lab. so my frens and i were like abit grumpy uh. den went to the place, my wonderful classmate told us someting................ NO LAB! wahh the four of us, liyana, rab, hakim and me were like bloody happy okay! we tot of gg home. but then we got apel at 12 to 1. so yeah from 9-12 we ate. then i used liyana's lappy. and then woooo. apel time! and it onli lasted for half an hour instead of an hour. sooo by 12.30 i was freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like a bird. okay thats exagerating.

met abu hanzalah at 1 since i was free till 6. we went to watch jangan tegur at century square. hahahaha yah yah i noe i very kental la! the show was worth watching. well thats wad abu said. i agree too uh. then he accompanied me home to take my stuff for silat. thank you uh. but the sad ting is, we tak jadi makan magie. sedih seh. haissss. soo yeahh we seperated at tp bustop. met et and ama after that for silat. wooooooooooo.

and today ends at 6. aiseyman. baik laaaaa. will be walking with the pace of an old granny. till here. enjoy ur day people if u can. -.-



& you gotta watch the way you talking to me yo. okay its sunday. meaning tmrw theres school again. -.- damn nisa please switch off that holiday mood of yours! * note to self, do not be lazy and sleeeeeeep!* k done scolding myself. hur hur. okay i noe its not enough. hais.

why am i such a pesimistic person. but ironicly, during csas, one of my classmate said dat im optimistic. ironic huh? i tink because he dont noe me well. like duh! its onli been a week?! nevertheless thank you for giving me that compliment. i shall work hard to be more of a optimistic. ahahaa nisa bbl mcm phm pulak.

soo if u got real love, let me see ya put ur hand up! ooooooooOoooOOOooOOo~~
*singing- if this isnt love chorus*

wahhhhhhhhh got lightning and thunder here oreadi. hahaa.so sorry. im talking crap to keep myself from tinking negative stuff.

wana know wad i feel like doin? i feel like walking to pasir ris park now, rent a pair of roller blade. after doin so, fly kite and catch a movie. to top it all up, and wrap my day, i'd like to play either guitar hero or a simple game of monopoly. woah seh. told ya im still in a holiday mood!

tmrw is gona be a long day. gona go home at night. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaha hopefully ama joins. so i atleast got fren to go home with. if not i tink i make frens with the twins uh. then yeahh. cool. i got someone to take 15 with. (:

ouh yeah anywho, i was worried about tmrw coz from 1-6 i got noting to do! soooooooooo..


yes uh! tmrw got someone teman me ! hahaa


i noe that i got issues, but ur pretty messed up too fucker.








okayyy soriee hilda, ais and rab for not following u all to sentosa... really really sorie..

anywho today my day was spent with two girls. anesa and aan.
first, met anesa. we went to ehub. and yeah she brought her mac book. wahseh best sehh.. i so jakon oso uhh. den webcam-ed with some ppl while eating at gelare. heheh. best pe buat org jealous online. after filling up our stomach we 'excercise' uh. walked to prp. walk walk. sit sit. talk talk. damn hot uh seh.

then walked back to downtown again coz anesa wanted to meet her fren. so i stayed for awhile. after a few minutes, i went off to meet dearest aan. accompanied her to tamp. we bought the same top. hehe (: den met nad! wooo. miss her uh. along the way, met a few ppl too.

oouh yeahhh tanx aan for the present. cute sehhh. hehehhehe. i love u uh.


meet my new frens. ok rab not new uhh. hahhahaha


















from this clean to......
that. hais.....
i suspect nie dua uh master mind.

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first and foremost, i'd like to correct my error from my previous post. its regarding the birthday wish that i wished.... sooooooooooooo.

its a HAPPPPPPPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ABU HANZALAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

happy???? sorry i got ur age wrong. atleast i didnt mistaken u as someone older okay. lucky i nvr type 20 okay. thats good enuf. in fact, i always see u as someone young. (even tho ur older HAHA). but anywho im sorry yo. hope u had fun my noodle cup partner.

wah seh i bloody tired siaaaa. errrrrrgh still in holiday mooooooooood. cb.

and i so blooooooody confuse uh.


ouhkay where do i start uh?? hmmm

firstly, i'd like to say a huge thank you to everyone whom wished me on my birthday. seriously, every wish meant alot to me bcoz it really touched me that u souls actuali remembered my birthday. so be it, thru sms, calls, facebook, friendster,tags or blogs, THANK YOU. i love you all uh.

and not forgetting my angels for making my day a very memorable one with all those cool ingredients u had on me. the chili sauce, flour, eggs, honey, and vinegar. i swear tat was my first and worst sabotage i have ever experience uh. but tanx u all. i love u all alot alot uh. (:

ouh yeahh and for those who made me birthday cards or gave me presents. thank you too!
-hilda (for the book, tissue tingy, bracelet) very touching
-emy & is (for the flower and the tile tingy) very creative
-risyah (for the gladiator and cards and ehem ehem) cute uh
-fadzlon (for the necklace, brownies, note book and sweet) creative uhh and the brownies nice!
-ihsan (for the bodyshop stuff) haha mcm phm sehh and so mean coz u say i smelly nvr mandi.wahseh
-hakim (for the frame) really didnt expect anything from u since i just noe u sehh
-rafi (for the birthday card) ur handwrittng cool uh and nice poem
-liyana (for the necklace) hehe oso didnt expect anyting from u coz we just met
and wah sehhh thank you all again uh. seriously i was very speechless yesterday.

and now im soo very tired tanx to skol. and i tink thats all uh. pictures will be uploaded soon. once again thank you so much.


ouhh yeahh incase tmrw i never get to blog or what ever, i'd like to wish my dearest ABU HANZALAH a happy 17th birthday! hope u have fun in ur new skol. and dont forget me tauu.! and one day we must eat cup noodles kay. (:










haaaaaaaaaaaaaaah heyho peeps. those were some pictures taken during the last day of orientation. actuali got more uh. haaaaaaah. k stop

ahh skol is starting and im still in holiday mood. hais hais hais. i so lazy to go skol can? apart from the very weird timetable which i dont really quite know how to read it, i tink its really very weird. okay my sentence dont make sense uh. but the point is, i dont understand my timetable uh. haaaaaaaaaaaaah. i noe very kental. but luckily i got my rab a dub dub and my new fren liyana in my class. so pape i lost or lyk sotong i can always ask them for help rite? hehehe. they shud be reliable enuf. hahaha. okay. stop crapping.

anywho got to say a BIG BIG THANK YOU to my fren, FADZLON for today. thankyou for the presents and the treats and the day yo! (: i love the present. thank you once again. oh yeah got one funny incident happened oso uh today due to my selengeness. wah sehh. sorie uh i noe i embarrass the both of us. but nevertheless, that game was very fun. HAHA! and once again thank you very very much.

ouh yeahh and HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ALEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! (:

haaaaaaaaaaaaaah wah seh that song stuck in my head sia. k la. done. 2 more days uh. damn it. hais ):


hua hua hua.

mata steam uh skrg. hahaha. i tink all my lovelies now either just woke up or still asleep uh. hur hur. had fun laughing our guts out at macdonalds at the wee hours of the morning. tanx to ezzati's stories bout her classmate. actuali its not that bad uh the story, the thing that made me laugh until i cry just now was all thanks to nooraisyah ice ice baby's laughter uhh. i swear uhh her laughter very contagious sia. like so dangerous that it can make my face red sia.

so we, (nora, rab, su, ais, hil, et and me) decided to get out from mac b4 we kena kick out from that place for being too noisy uh. coz that mac, not our father's shop mah, so we canot anyhow happy2 berjolly2 laugh out loud there uh. we must be considerate to people there too. we learn dat from our dearest nick carter of course. sooo we decided to go sit down at this block opposite the bubble tea shop uh. hahha


and bla bla bla yada yada yada went home. coz alot of my sexy chicks mata da steam da. they canot take it so yeah we ciao cin ciao uh from there. and hilda, seriously, u have the greatest experience amongst others. ur cool ur cool. heheh.

k la. i tink dats all. till here dont forget to zip ur wallets.



ouh yeah tomorrow got MASS DANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! and happy 17th birthday sulastrie! (:



okay. the previous post was purely written out of anger. so understand understood abit uh. im also human right? i got feelings oso okay. if u dont believe me go check uh my ic. -.-

anywhos, had orientation just now. had to wake up like early la abeh. luckily i woke up at the right time. but i was that close for being late. but who cares? like they start early like that jer. okay back to orientation.. i was lucky that my rab a dub dub was in the same class as me. so it wasnt that bad uh. and damn i just realised that i kinda hurt my knee wen i was praying.! pain sia. the moment i sujud. wahhh i swear, my knee cap like wana break. wanaa know why? coz of the game we played just now uh. hahaha. that game was fun uh. no need to bathe sia. wana noe why? coz we suppose to play like soccer uh but tis time the soap bar is the so call ball and then they made the so call field (using plastic mats which was covered with soap.) and we are suppose to score to the goal post using our hands onli so we must move onli with our knees (like crawling like that uh) dont understand nvm. i oso lazy uh. made new frens.

k ah. tired uh. hais tmrw i tink tonning uh. chey bbl mcm phm sia -.- tmrw overnite there. hur hur. c ya sexy(s) tmrw!


urgh! whats the point? whats the fucking point?

when your told to do something u dont like? whats the point?

when your force to do something that doesnt come from ur heart sincerely? whats the point?

when your only doing it for the sake of doing it? whats the point?

when your not ready for it and you do it anyways and you'll bring shame to it? whats the point?

when you do it just because others told you its good but you yourself dont agree? whats the point?

when your just doing it blindly and you dont feel anything or whatsoever while doing it? whats the point?


its your life, you know u have to face the consequences and you know that that one day will come to you and you'll do it but this time, u do it with ur heart and sincerely do it. isnt that better?


i fucking hate doing things under pressure. who doesnt right? its my life.

but what the? people think its a small matter? well to me its not. yeah. i choose this decision because i know if i were to do it out of force, i know for sure things would go out of hand. argh fucking please la dont put me under pressure! dont ask me when also! i do not know?!!!! but i know that one day my heart would be open to it and yeahs i will make the decision to wear it. but for now please. im not ready. yes u can say that i have frens who already wears it, but thats them?? im not them. they came from madrasah school. so yeah they are trained from young and used to all these. and yes they wear it out of their own willingness. but i here, come from a very different backgrnd from them, and that time havent come to me. i noe its a sin. but what? its better if i dont wear it now than me making a nuisence out of it and spoil the name of my religion by my actions. its no point of me wearing it if i dont sincerely want it! it would be better if the time come and i do it sincerely with my heart! urgh! why cant they understand? i noe its sinful. i noe i have to face the consequences. i noe all that. but whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?????????

why not go force those drinkers to stop drinking?
why not go force those smokers to stop smoking?
why not go force those drug addicts to stop taking drugs?
useless right????????! why thats the fucking same reason to force me to doing something i am not ready to do. please just let me realise it myself and let me wear it out of my own willingness.


urgh im not being rebelious or what. im just fighting for whats right for myself because i noe myself better than they do. so wtf laaa! if u ppl have any disagreements to what i just say i suggest u shud keep ur mouth shut and not tok to me bcoz im seriously tired and hate to be told on what to do for my life! fucker. argh.!


oh my! me oh my! fee fam fom! im soo freaking bored! u noe what i just realised?? every sunday, if u wana find me, u can certainly find me at home.! i'll be stuck here. not that my parents dont allow me to go, but im here rotting coz theres no souls to go out with. and my holidays are ending soon! askjhafhakjdhaskjh sheesh betul. fish stick uh with cherry apple jam.

what the hell i just type? i oso have no idea. wana noe why? bcoz i, khairunnisa anak rahmat is very bored and sick of starring at this screen. blink blink blink goes this thing. hua hua hua.

oh myyyyyy. please do not mind me. i am so so so err i also dont know what other word that could describe me other than bored. and yeas for the i dont know how many time i've said it, im bored!

i've msg-ed 6 ppl. said that i wanted to fly kite. haiss. sunday mah. sunday like kite day uh to me. 3 out of 6 replied on the spot. 1 oout of 3 said okay. atleast one okay uhh. den check check, today itself, everyone canot. hais hais. but its okay my fantastic 6 i understand (:

and oo guess what my boss (not my mum, my bro) kena farted at his face by my sis! padan muke! thats for irritating me the whole day today for sticking by my side 24/7 the whole day today. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!


okay that kinda cheered me up. hais hais. wah sehh i tink this post too many paragraph uh. lets make sumore uhh. kan cool. i tink wen i grow up i wana make paragraphs uh. many many uh. like this.

like cool seh. u dont get this kind of job anywhere sehh. u wana noe wer to find it?

well u can ask me personally kay.

so anywho i tink this would be the 9th paragraph. did i mentioned that ppl have already been wishing me happy birthday!??! haha . cute la u all. but my birthday is not until nxt week. on the 20th. please dont get the wrong dates kaysz human of singapore. but nevertheless thank you oh so much for the wishes. hehhhh. (:


but then, i dont wana be 17 yet uh. ishhhhh. i wana be 12 uh. 12 like cool like that. so fun to be 12. fun fun fun can go and run to the sun. haha ryhme seh. omg so shiok sendiri seh nisa. this post i swear tak perlu.

so ppl, once again i apologise for this stupid thing. thankyou for tolerating. i solute u all uh. have a good sunday! may god bless u.




those were pictures from et's POP. which was on the 9th. hehh. cheyyy. da maam sehh. u noe that we noe that all of us are proud of u love (:

ouhyeah! suite life with zack and cody is on okto every thursday 8.30 pm!


pretty please just trick me.



dragon tales , dragon tales
it's almost time for dragon tales
come along and take my hand
lets all go to dragon land (:


wah seh. cool or what. today onli the 9th of april... then i was greeted with being high today. my nora the meera is BACK! oooOoOoOooo! while i was online nora the meera oso online uh! then both of us bcome high uh with our crush. damn uhh. so high until canot go high anymore uh seh. wana noe who i crushing on? heheheheeeeee (: his name starts with the letter D (: anywho then sumting funny hapened.

nora wrote this..
she wrote at her pm uh nick is the best and happy advance bdae nisa.

and then a few seconds after, edely wished me happy bdae. i was like whoa. terpranjat berok man. its only 9th of april yo. hahah so sweet pe korg korg. and esp for edely to wish me. haha i didnt thought he would even remember my birthday sia.

and someone is bugging me to make a party for my birthday -.- hais. hais. i soo noe whats his intention oreadi sia for saying that. aiyo...............


nevertheless, tanx nora (: u so sweeet uhh. i hope u say ' nick is the best ' dengan ikhlas ehh. i so touched uh. haha padehal my birthday still 11 more days to go! damn. i dont wana be 17.







and so, today was spent with non other than abu hildo. she asked me :
hildo : nisa, u want to do volunteering work?
me : volunteer what?
hildo : wana volunteer teaching me to rollerblade?
me : hahaaaaaa! sure ting love.


so yeahh u guess it, i rollerblade today with abu hildo! wahhh she's the 3rd person i have taught. for rollerblading uh. wahh ppl turn to me to teach them rollerblade. cool or what! i tink i can bcome a rollerblade instructor uh. can open up an in-line skating club or sumting uhh in the future -.- haha! but i had to say, hildo was doin pretty well. but i noe in the end she was tired so yeah.. but with more practise, i can assure u will be able to do stunts this time round k love ?

haisssssssssssssssss and again thats all. my sis mengamok oreadi uh ):

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