Life's a maze, Love's a riddle

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K for khairunnisa

20 april 1992

i have the most wonderful people around me. please dont take them away from me.

11:51 AM | Thursday, February 26, 2009

side ways

after playing in the rain.....

hot chocolate and hot strings, after a bath in the rain. that felt good. needed that too. yesterday wasnt my day. but with those 2 arnd, it was okay. im sorie i made u angry. sorie for doubting. sorie for everything. i still love you.

anw i was blog-hopping and i saw this. nyahahaha.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Dear Dumb Diary,
(I can't believe this but I'm gonna say it)NICK CARTER ROCKS WOOHOOO(I was force to do this,I don't mean it)I LOVE NICK AND I MEAN IT(eee I can't believe I,hanzalah bin mazlan,is gonna say this next)OMG NICK! IM MELTING HE'S SOOO HOT(I'm embarrassed but oh well only for a week and then I'll start saying nick sux again)(oh wait ..bwahahahahaha! )
I farted at 11:13 PM

oooo im loving it. *macdonald jingle*

11:16 PM | Tuesday, February 24, 2009

give me

badminton was great. i tink i needed that. tanx for making it enjoyable. haha..
and and yeahh to farah fatin, GIRL POWER YAW(: i still tink we won overall. we rocked. haahaaaaa.

and haaaaaaaaaaaaah NICK ROCKS! cassaKEdee well kedi uh. (:

&imnotnobaody'sfool.

5:00 PM |

that felt good

GIVE ME BACK MY HEART UH.

badminton here i come.

9:39 AM | Sunday, February 22, 2009

sorry

i owe a huge huge apology to yasin for loosing his bike ): and tanx for everything. your a great friend. may god bless you yasin(:

give me back my heart uh!

4:37 PM | Thursday, February 19, 2009

hologram

i wonder when oh when is backstreet boys releasing their new album. hais hais. i tink at the end of this year uh. sheeeeeeesh hopefully for their tour, they'd come to singapore pretty please with the cherry on top can? i wana see my nickolas gene carter uhhhhhhh.

kayy this is my second post of the day. so this means im at home. haaaaah what a cool ting aye to be seeing nisa at home? well maybe uh. who noes at night i'd be out? hur hur my butt kan itchy -.- wth?

got to say tanx to hanzalah and saifuldin uh today. tanx alot. and thank the ppl who invented msn. if not i dont noe uh. hahaa. so for that i shall be nice for today only and say cassadee rocks aye(:

1:42 PM |

lets do it again

yesterday was like finally the day i get to meet them and spend my time with them. nora, farah, et, and hil. of course some cudnt make it. hais. it would be more fun if ur arnd ; aisyah, shaidah and emy.

nevertheless we spent our days at the parks with our bikes and roller blades. from tamp to pasir ris. yeah it was awesome with those bunch of hot girls. if onli i could kidnap them and bring them home all to myself aye? so yeah i would like to thank them for the wonderful day and i love u all uh!

i feeling2 wana do it again uhh. and yeah wen is our kbox date?????? please uhh save duit and then lets we go uh? okay my english is so vegetable. hur hur.

ooOo and someone's turning a year older tomorrow. that alien fren of mine uh abeh. ish tua sehhh.

to ais, tanx for everything. i dont noe what i'll do without u. ily(:

6:59 PM | Tuesday, February 17, 2009

please please.

ahhhhh wish me luck. i hope my dad says yes. please oh please. i want it!!! hahaa i tink after getting it, i will have no worries bout all these things anymore. damn u ppl with it, im so jealous. sheeeeeeeeeeesh.

o yeah did i mentioned my line has been confiscated? if not yeah.. what a perfect timing. NOT.

guess back to letter writing i guess? hur hur.

11:34 AM |

take walk and fall in love

yesterday was kinda wooooooah. okay what more could u ask for than to have the opportunity to spend the whole day with ur bestest person in ur life at a place far away from home? hehs. well i got that opportunity unexpectedly. i actuali didnt thought that my mom would even let, but she did. woooo! even though its onli JB, but still we got our passport chopped okay! so its also considered far from home.

we (hilda and i) had kinda a great day yesterday. being away from our parents for awhile. okayy we didnt go there alone. there was hilda's mom and her mom's fren. both of them did facial so me and hilda walked walked around a near by mall. and damn i hate matt malaysia. ur lucky i didnt show the finger. me and hilda actuali was planning to kiss infront of them but lucky for them we didnt want their eyes to get spoiled so the least we did was hold hands, hugged each other alot and was very very close to each other. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. ass.

and now i realised i have many 'love bites' at my foot. soo itchy can?

5:30 PM | Sunday, February 15, 2009

cause i need you now

say hello??????! good afternoon? its been such a hot day aye?

anyways i really hope souls would be free on wednesday. please please uh. boring seh you all always busy. hahaha. okay wth? but i really hope u souls would make it on wednesday can?

had madrasah in the morning. learned about stuff. now i noe the meaning to that name. hehe. o.O
and then watched wild child. poppy sehh name die. like my nora the meera. poppy is her english name fyi. we created that. (:

i think todays post is gona be a boring one bcoz i m bored now. and oooooooo red light ! it came! just as i suspect it. oooooooooooOOOooo. no swimming.

but looks like tomorrow i would be meeting two moms! wooo! running some errands aye. in the morning going to old police academy and help out to carry some tins. and then afternoon jb here i come eh?! and to top it all up, im gona spend my whole day with my one and onli love,sista from another mother. hope we wont get lost -.-

sometimes i get so weird
i laugh myself to sleep; its my lullabye

10:46 PM | Saturday, February 14, 2009

its so beautiful

yess i miss them. i miss all the moments. i miss all of them. so please make yourselves free on wednesday thankyouverymuch. i love u girls oh so much. and yeah kinda missing our teachers too.

ouhyeah i've been really really hungry these days. wonder wads up with me? or shud i say my stomach. and and and and avatar is coming to an end!!!!! this tuesday would be the last episode! thats what my sis said uh. but yeah! oh mannn. then it would be onli iCarly and hannah montanah left to entertain me at home. sheeeeeeeeeeesh betul.

so till here, sittightimgonaneedyoutokeeptimecomeonjustsnapsnapsnapyourfingerswtihme

its amazaing how u manage to bring me back to you.ily

12:01 AM |

this innocence is brilliant

firstly i would like to wish this kental opps, a very happy 18th birthday! he's non other than my bestfren/brother jumali bin majuri. (salah spelling sorry) i hope you'd have a wonderful day ahead.

and now i tink i need to give my two eyes, eye1 and eye2, a break. so have a good saturday people. enjoy yourselves (:

to hanzalah the duck; nickolas gene carter rocks more than that cassadee girl!

11:48 AM | Friday, February 13, 2009

swear to shake it up

you're pulling the trigger, pulling the trigger.......

have a good friday everyone. oh yeah.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FATIN(:

11:54 AM | Thursday, February 12, 2009

poker face

do you say sorry first?
- usually yeah.

Why did you cry last?
- i cant remember. nyahaha

What's bothering you right now?
- my stomach! im super hungry!

What is your favorite color?
- green and red (:

Did you wake up happy today?
- not really because i didnt wana wake up? hurhur

What were you doing at 10am today?
- still sleeeping -.-

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
- yes can? hehe

Is there someone you'd like to fix things with?
- haha. if they want to -.-

What kind of mood are you in?
- sleeepy, hungry and yeah no where close to hyper.

What are you listening to?
- my father's voice talking on the phone (:

Who was the last person to text you?
- Nurhildayah Zin <3

Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
- not really. only wen my batt is dead.

What will you do tomorrow?
- i dont noe, so far no plans. study?

Were you up at 11pm last night?
- yeah. outside to be precise.

Where were you?
- huh?

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
- wen younge, at aan's hse. then ever at hilda's

When was the last time you saw your dad?
- just now? ahaha

When was the last time you saw your mom?
- just now.? haha

Are you mad about anything?
- for now i have no mood to tink bout it coz im hungry! haha.

Do you think you are a good person?
- err its not for me to judge

How many months until your birthday?
- 2, T-W-O! hahaha its coming! so is poly.

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
- err not really.but i enjoy every minute trying to make the best out of it.

Think back to your last hug, when and who was it with?
- him, yesterday night before going home?

Where is the next place you will travel to?
- hmm i duno? haha all i can tink now is food.!

11:00 AM | Tuesday, February 10, 2009

cant escape

stupid-nak-terberak-face yaw.

well for today's post, i tink u shudnt read bcoz its full of anger and yeah all those negativaty stuff. please do not read it unless u noe how to keep ur comments to urself.

haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. o.O i tink i have a talent in typing alot of S. dont you tink so? im so good at it i cant even stop. okay where is this going to? well no where i guess?

damn damn damn dee damn i hate being at home. i hate it i hate it i hate it. yeah i noe u souls tink my life/situation aint that bad compared to urs. yadayadayada, pish posh wadeva uh. i just canot take it i guess? im human too ya noe? nobody's perfect. ever heard of that song?

why oh why oh why cant they be understanding. okay wait maybe they are but on certain stuff they aint. i noe to some, u might tink im asking alot bcoz wad i already have is enough to satisfy their needs. but hey ho maybe im just being a lil greedy and maybe somewhat selfish to some eyes. judge me all you want, bcoz im just venting my anger heeeere so i wouldnt have to hurt anyone in reality. i swear u wudnt wana go near me if my rage is being at the very most top of this little body of mine.

oh yeahh and theres another thing thats really bugging me these days. please eh pleaseeee stop/thomb all these hatred with people. i mean u can go on hating their attitude or what but please dont hate the person. stop and thomb uh. if u hate that person right, why bother wasting ur time right tinking bout them? i mean if u onli hate their attitude then its okay, like i say, no ones perfect yaw. but u dont have to hate them for their attitude. get what i mean? bcoz who are u to hate them if u, urself aint perfect? who are u to judge? why not go ahead hate urself instead of others? no matter what we are still human. we are the same. its just that we have different attitudes. so please uh dont come asking me bout him/her if u say u hate that person.

damn its so dull today. maybe its that time of the month coming to haunt me? ooooooooOoooOOOOOooooooooo. not scary not scary i swear. but i hate the cramps tho?

5:10 PM | Monday, February 9, 2009

blk 605

stupid shit nerd

haha ade test pe.. huhuuuu

the famous master piece that can onli be found at block 605, study corner (:

4:22 PM |

who knows what could happen

world world world.

please stop being so contradicting. thommmmb. if onli this world exist without hatred. wont it be more peaceful? cool eh? isnt that too much to ask for? i guess it looks like it with all these.......... haha. wth am i blabbering about. i didnt noe i can be so affected even tho im not in it?

and damn why am i sooo bloody hungry nowadays.

i am so missing you but do you?

3:58 PM | Sunday, February 8, 2009

had it all along

ha ha haha haaa?!
hows that? okay i duno what im typing. its doesnt make sense. O.o

kayy hellooooooo kitty and frens, hur hur
how are u? today's sunday, meaning tmrw's monday. skola eh? hooohoooo -.-

so far avatar and iCarly has been the source of entertainment for me at home. watching those 2 shows can be very entertaining esp wen u are waiting for time to pass by. now i cant wait for the next episode of avatar. haha kental i noe. kental the new cool pe? hur hur.

pish posh, now im so hungry. despite eating two plates of rice and prata. i feeling2 want kfc seh. how how??? i want my bro to blanje me can? pretty please with the cherry on top. haiss. i noe he's not buying that.

oh yeahh do watch bride wars with your bestfrens. i strongly recommend u to go watch with that special bff of urs if u have. bcoz i, or shud i say we, felt that the show was very sweeeeeeeet. hmmm to us la. duno to others. but yeah. shud watch with ur bff yaw (:

kay until here then, lets we go. bye byeeeeeeeeeee. dont do drugs.

1:28 PM | Saturday, February 7, 2009

not nobody's fool

go ahead and try

try to look me in the eye

but u'll nvr see inside

until u realise...

haha now peeeps dont get us all wrong.

anywho i was reading sumting before blogging, and i kinda find it funny, dumb and pathetic. i cant share it here bcoz i tink its kinda private uh. but then again i just wana say that, in my opinion, i think its bull. HAHA! amik kau.

hais people are very weird. the world is weird. i tink im weird? wadeva, i just am thankful to god for what i have now.

oh yeahh and a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NABILAH! had fun with you yesterday babe(:

10:37 PM | Thursday, February 5, 2009

the plan

dont mind that stupid face, i was kinda bored in the afternoon.

anywhoS, farah and hilda was cute today. wanted to look for someting starting with the letter J. but we ended up erm how should i put it, well we had a change in mind i guess. what to do, little seventeen year old these days. so frickle minded huh?

i've been tinking, or should i say we, about certain something in life. and i tink finally we have decided and found ourselves a conclusion or should i say some sort of solution out of all this. and its the plan. lets just hope we'll stick to it thru thick and thin. we must and will. insyaallah.

clueless? well it was meant to be. hur hur.

to all you people out there, have a wonderful day ahead. do enjoy ur weekends and do beneficial stuff. thankyouohsomuchforreadingthisboringpost.

and i am missing each and everyone of you(S) and loving you(S) every moment.

11:28 AM |

walking

okay yesterday nisa very perangai like aldkjshdkarjakjd ah eh. a big big sorry to my 2 dearest whom i made them walk. walk ALOT! im so so sorry. to emy shamimi for making you walk from tamp to bedok and then bedok back to tamp. to muhd ihsan for making you walk from tamp to pasir ris. i noe u guys were very tired. haisss. i dont noe what has gotten in to me.

i owe u guys big time.really love u people uhh for tolerating my nonsense. and now i feeling feeling like wana find job uh since im bloody broke. sheeeeeesh i hate the adult fares!

12:27 PM | Wednesday, February 4, 2009

you are the cure

those were two of the symptoms i see.

how do is start for today's post? well i woke up kinda late i guess maybe bcoz there werent anyting or anyone to disturb that sleep of mine. thank god for that. hur hur. okay yadayadayada. i noe wad a boring post. who would wana noe rite?

oh yeahh! i have a story to tell u readers. if there are any. anw its not a story uh. more like what i dreamt last nite. veri weird. soo yeah i dreamt that my corridor was filled with vines. and den in that dream i was swinging like as if i was tarzan! kiwek.! kekek sia. and to top it all, while i was swinging like one mad tarzan, the tarzan song was playing! AHAHA! kk den suddenli, my dream changed. after swinging on the vines, i was in the middle of the game 'ahli bomb'. cute or wad. i so long nvr play that game sia. and weirdly, it was with a group of random people of my life! and not forgeting and actress was in it! siak.

i swear last nite dream was one entertaining one. wonder wad i'll dream about next?

12:21 PM | Tuesday, February 3, 2009

step on it

i've been waking up early these past few days not because i wanted to but woken up by some horrible noises!!! sheeeeeesh. there goes my sleep. damn im such a light sleeper. oh yeahh speaking of that, last night, while i was sleeping. i was woken up by someone or someting uh under my block. bloody irritating can? its like 2 plus and then i heard like some sounds like as if someone throwing small pebbles or stone on my window gituk. taik anjing btul org nga penat abeh buat bising.

i tink back uh, which prince charming would wana go call me in the middle of the nite by throwing stones on my window kan wen now theres sumting called the handphone wer u can just call????!. dat one i tink my grandfather time uh. soo yeahh. veri veri irritating.! sheeeesh. then this morning haiss.

kk full stop i wana go eat. hahaha. perangai gemok sia. makan nye psl da stoppppppppppp. thooooooomb good day freaks! (:

4:01 PM | Monday, February 2, 2009

missing herS

feeling feeling young. hur hur.

11:43 PM | Sunday, February 1, 2009

tampines swimming complex

ATTENTION!

yeah a green weirdo is on the loose! if u see this weirdo pls tell me. she looks like that. the picture above there so yeah. pls do give me a call if u saw this weirdo anywer. i forgot to lock her back to her cage after feeding her favourite string. -.-

thank you. your reward would be... hmm we shall see. but i can assure u, there'll be a reward. nisa not that mean okay. (:

and damn tanx to ezzati now that song is in my head!

talk talk ah

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