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10:56 PM | Monday, December 8, 2008

come clean

dont you know u can go be your miracle;

sooo hows u peeps doin on this lovely or shud i say veri cold monday! haha yeah for us muslims today is hari raya haji. and so my family excluding my dad of course went to our grandparents place. i tink it has been raining like the whole day? and hell yeah its cold. but im still wearing shorts at home. huhu. haix. im now just listening to some old songs to lighten up my day. i bet im not the onli one whose feeling all down. but for me, i dun even noe why im feeling this way. i mean its the holidays right? its the time to have fun. enjoy. spend more time with the ppl in ur life. and yet my holidays havent really been a nice one for me. yes i do have some veri happy moments with my frens and all. but its not most of the time. i mean its not everyday we get to have the happy moments. sometimes i dun wan the day to go away. but how to rite? u cant stop time?

u noe wad i realised? like wad hilda said, holidays = no frens. yepp indeed. u noe why? bcoz we dont see each other everyday like we used to wen we have skol. i now realise that skol is sumting that all of us has taken advantage off. yeah we hated gg there and all but all those are mainly bcoz we have to study for exams. but bcoz of all these we get to meet our frens every single day. bcoz of tuitions we get to meet them. bcoz of study plans we get to meet them. bcoz of skol we get to meet them and spend more time with them. if not for all these. we are now all rotting in our homes. with noting to do. isnt it rite? for some of us, during the holidays, we cant really meet our frens bcoz our parents dont let us go out much. we cnt really meet them bcoz some of them have part time work to go to. or maybe just busy with other stuff. haix.

im just saying all these bcoz i miss the old days. esp with my gfs. i mean even tho we do meet. but its not the same anymore. bcoz not all of us will b present. i miss the days wer we had pizzahut after tuition, donuts under the block. slacking after tuition. planning on wad to do after o's. breakfast before o's. studying under the block or at the library or some fast food restaurant. yeah i admit i kinda miss doing some of the skol stuff with my frens. hah wad can i say life is weird. i tink we human just take tings for granted. and nvr see that all the joy we ever wanted was always right there infront of us already. wahhhhhhh sehh my post today bloody emo can! but if there are still souls outhere whom managed to read up to this far. i solute u man! huhu.

okay then till here tralalaa! imissnickolasgenecarter. he has a nice body now i swear!