K for khairunnisa

20 april 1992

i have the most wonderful people around me. please dont take them away from me.

okay i've been staring at this screen for 10mins and yet its still empty until now. nyahaha. my fever has decreased. yeah thank god. yesterday nite was kinda emo i cant believe i just went down at my neighbourhood and sat down ALONE all the way until 10. got my hp wif me to accompany me with music and some ppl to msg.

somehow yesterday i almost felt like loosing everything that i had. i feel like im a bother to everyone. there was sooo much anger towards myself dat i really hated myself. and bcoz of that, i had every thoughts of ending my frenship wif everyone bcoz i do not want to trouble them wif my probs. but as time passes by, i cool down and yeahh. im sorie if to ppl i may seem like a liar.i just had to lie bcoz i dun wan ppl to worry. yeah maybe i dont practice wad i preach but tell me, do everyone ? no one is perfect right?


haix. i dun understand myself anymore dats why im like this. but all i noe is that at this time the most important thing that u cant loose is ur friends. well apart from ur family uh. yeahh u can make new ones but can they replace the old ones? each and every single friends that u have has their own unique ways to make u smile, dats why they cant be replaced. loosing a fren would really hurt me alot. they were the ones who has been der for me and i really like thank em. and really am sorry if i had trouble em. why am i saying all this? i just feel like it. thats all. i hope in the future our frenship will last and who noes the next ting we noe is that we are all sitting at a coffee shop talking bout our grandchildren. haha! mcm phm.


hmmm im afraid of having feelings towards someone. fcuk.

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