Life's a maze, Love's a riddle

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K for khairunnisa

20 april 1992

i have the most wonderful people around me. please dont take them away from me.

11:21 PM | Sunday, November 30, 2008

pictures of yeesterday and todayyyyyy

they too are gooing off. haix. everyone's leaving me.

wooooooooo. ! pictures from just now. i actuali ended up playing soccer with taufiq tarmidzie iqbal idraki and my bro instead of lepaking wif qadri ! hahah but i did lepak wif him before that uhh. haix. the breaking season huh guys. i hope u'll find a better gal kayy. dont wori u can always talk to me. padehal tadi busted gi main bola tinggal kan die..

well its beeen loong since i played soccer with them and get my foot all dirty and black. it was freaking awesome. chey mcm phm language. we played at the playground too. ice and water, blind mice and yeahh. i noe its chidish but who cares? turned off? well thats the way i am. too bad lor. kay enuf toking. dun mind my sweaty face kay . oh yeahh et joined us at the later part coz she was bored.

and and to hilda! wahhh nak kene kan me ehh at ur blog. hog or what! hahaha.
now here are pictures from yesterdayyy.

i sooo miss her okayy.

the ncc peoplee yaw

wahh cool im smiling wif my teeth. yasin if u view dis, i can smile!

ape nie et, nak blow ur nose there is such ting called the tissue.

we miss zafffffff. peace.

white people. sheesh

nisa jadi mak cik. woooooooooo! kesian.

ihsan canot bite my nose. neeeeeeeeeeeeh nehhhh !

10:53 PM | Saturday, November 29, 2008

please have a safe journey

today siti zafirah has gone off to new zealand. haiz. im soooooooooooo sooo gona miss her like bloody alot. i really hope she wont forget all of us here in singapore. she's like my chris brown-nick carter partner. if ppl disturb my nick, she will scold em and suppport me. now she's gone who to layan my crap? who to support. oh i miss her oreadi. and i will keep the paper u put in my phone FOREVER. i love you and i hope u have a safe journey there.
i miss her.

12:11 AM | Friday, November 28, 2008

funny

hahah heres a vid of nick and howie doing their thang. like always. they make me laugh. must watch kayyyyyyy. and nick is getting hotter yaw! i meltttttt!

9:56 PM | Thursday, November 27, 2008

true friend

i really like this song. so yeahh why not promote it in my blog yaw!

We sign our cards and letters B.F.F
You've got a million ways to make me laugh(yeah)
Your looking out for me you've got
my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets i could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel
yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

Your a True Friend
Your here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
You talk with me now and into the
night
Till it's alright again your a
True Friend

You don't get angry when i change
the plans
Somehow your never out of second
chances
Won't say '' I told you'' when I'm
wrong again
I'm so lucky(yeah)that i found

A True Friend
Your here till the end
You pull me aside when something

ain't right
You talk with me now and into the
night
Till it's alright again

(BRIDGE)
True Friends will go to the ends of
the earth
To find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and
the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A True Friend your here till the end
You pull me aside when something
ain't right
You talk with me now and into the
night
No need to pretend
(your a true friend)
Oh a True Friend
Your here till the end
You pull me aside when something
ain't right
You talk with me now and into the
night
Till it's alright again

Your a True Friend
Your a True Friend
Your a True Friend

8:41 PM |

its gona be meeee

they camwhored while i meditate can?

nisa kat blakang nga berak uhh (:

okayyy those are pictures from yesterday's outing. yeahhh rec.

anywho just now went out wif zul. teman-ed him to lavender to take his passport. he baru buat mahh. new citizen uhh. mcm phm! welcome to singapore zul! hahaha. busted.

then after that eat. hahah. ehh no. he go buy his guitar string first. then eeat. share the mega mcspicy. nisa mcm phm nak mkn tapi in the end zul pulak bcome my tong sampah. heheeh. thank you uh. then we went to boon lay! too bad my big chest fren not there. if not i kacau oreadi eh dat babe. long tym nvr see him. huhu. at there went to jurong point. we walk2. window shop of course coz duit sume like gone. saw some nice clothes. and omg the bra bloody cheap can! too bad my gfs werent there! urghh. im soo gg der again.!

after that thought of meeting taufiq since he came back todayyy. but then i was too late!!!i duno how the hell to contact him now. the onli num i have is like i tink johor number la! kental or wad u tell me. ok ans kental.then go home bad mood uhhhhhhhhh. things happened. now in the process of cooling down. sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh.

they are better bcoz i dun practice it all the time thats all.

11:27 AM |

zombieeeee

woahh yesterday was like hell lots of fun in the cinema. i was breatheless i swear. wif all the flame in my throat. and yeahh. yest me, nora and hilda went to watch rec. and i sooooooo recommend u 16 and above ppl to watch. to those below, go buy a cd or sumting. nyahahaha.

it was super scaryyyy i tell u. the cinema ppl oso bloody kecoh can. sume support the fireman. hahah my fireman, manu! hahah too bad he's now a zombie. hahah but he hot uhh he and his botak head. hahaha. and yeahh i bcame nora's and hilda's bantal bcoz i was sitting in the middle and the had their legs, hands everyting held on me tightly. hilda even bite me wen the zombie bite the ppl!! i sooooooooooooo feell the movie! we were shouting, cursing, okay dat was me, and yeahhh it was woahhh. love the movie. maybe i wana watch again uhh. best oi.

and for now i gtg. need to eat, change and yeahhhhh hope got time to blog later. and if there were to be a zombie wer would u hide??

if me i'll hide in my meggie noodle cup and dun go out (:

10:04 AM | Wednesday, November 26, 2008

no need to pretend

okay i've been staring at this screen for 10mins and yet its still empty until now. nyahaha. my fever has decreased. yeah thank god. yesterday nite was kinda emo i cant believe i just went down at my neighbourhood and sat down ALONE all the way until 10. got my hp wif me to accompany me with music and some ppl to msg.

somehow yesterday i almost felt like loosing everything that i had. i feel like im a bother to everyone. there was sooo much anger towards myself dat i really hated myself. and bcoz of that, i had every thoughts of ending my frenship wif everyone bcoz i do not want to trouble them wif my probs. but as time passes by, i cool down and yeahh. im sorie if to ppl i may seem like a liar.i just had to lie bcoz i dun wan ppl to worry. yeah maybe i dont practice wad i preach but tell me, do everyone ? no one is perfect right?

haix. i dun understand myself anymore dats why im like this. but all i noe is that at this time the most important thing that u cant loose is ur friends. well apart from ur family uh. yeahh u can make new ones but can they replace the old ones? each and every single friends that u have has their own unique ways to make u smile, dats why they cant be replaced. loosing a fren would really hurt me alot. they were the ones who has been der for me and i really like thank em. and really am sorry if i had trouble em. why am i saying all this? i just feel like it. thats all. i hope in the future our frenship will last and who noes the next ting we noe is that we are all sitting at a coffee shop talking bout our grandchildren. haha! mcm phm.

hmmm im afraid of having feelings towards someone. fcuk.

12:57 PM | Tuesday, November 25, 2008

its a chance we gotta take

hey ho lets go! happy tuesday poods! hows ur day?
okayy i havent completely recover from my sickness. but wad to dooo i just cant help it but to go out from my crib and breathe the air outside even tho its kinda filthy nowadays with the smell of the ciggerattes and other pollutants. okayyy mcm mean pulak kannn.

anywhoo yesterdayy i went out.. actuali i went out early in the morning bcoz i wanted to get out from the house b4 my father come home. if not he'll bring me to the doctor. dun wan dun wan seh. nanti kene makan ubat! malas. huhu. sooo actuali it was et who first ask me out. then she suddenli say cnt wen i reach tamp. den nora was at skol. sooo she sayy uh can lepak with the opc ppl uhhh after their training. soo yeahh i was alone waiting. den i kol ihsan since he gg skol dat tym. so he teman me japp. tok2. den send him to the gate. 12.30 came. lepak wif them

unexpectedly, ihsan msged me asked bout how to go changi general hosp, den pish posh i ended up accompanying him to his appointment there since i tot nora oso later nak balek and gi gym. den after that pulak accompanied him to his skol, print some stuff and yeahhhhhh. everyting sooo sooo last minit, ahahha. atleast it wasnt that boring uhhh. hahaha. after that lepak japp ngn nora againn. den went home rest.

after maghrib i met aan and nyzah. me and aan teman nyzah study. hahah. i dun tink she can study coz aan so bising. hahah! welll it was alright. long tym nvr hang out mah. kk i tink i gtg. huhu. update later at nite yaw.

& sori zul i didnt manage to accompany u to lavender today. i really am.

1:06 PM | Sunday, November 23, 2008

4th day

ahhhh dun mind my sick face, i bloody canot breathe due to the block nose.

its been 4 yep F-O-U-R days since im down with this sickness. i wonder why oh why did it came to attack and disturb my peace during the holidays. haiz. well i bet u guys out there are having fun going out with frens to where ever. cant wait to get well. ouh please god. help me well sooooon. amiiin.

soo wadsup? yesterday managed to go out for awhile onli. but i cudnt really walk that much and properly uh. at night met nyzah. she teman-ed me buy the donut that i wanted at whitesands after maghrib. den she wana eat at kfc. so yeahhh went there. had a hard time finding a seat for us. den walk2 jap. nyzah and her cute cute stuff uhhhh. hahah. i just lynkan jer. hehe shhh. no laa.. cute laa. den went to elias cc ( my old silat place). at theere salam the ppl der. its been long since i've seen em. wahab and all had has all grown up. den lepak jap outside 7eleven. then my "mummy" msg me to go home coz byk hantu. hahahahha. funny or wad. but i waited until 11+ coz nyzah said i really shud go home coz i wasnt looking and sound well.

while walking iskandar kol. tok bout wen to go out all that. the last time i went out wif him was like june? hahaha sori babe aku bz uhh and u owe me a PRESENT i dun care. u can buy ur mataer present den canot even buy for ur own fren ehh? upset eh. padehal aku sendiri lom belikan die present. shhh. dun tell.!

today today today is gona be a B-O-R-I-N-G day. will be stuck at home. ppl are coming in. coz got kenduri at my house. and now my cousins are here so till here toodles poodles!

NICKOLAS GENE CARTER ROCKS. (:

and wth is my post always posted at hilda's multiply!

6:04 PM | Saturday, November 22, 2008

dong ke dong dong

as for today it was kinda boring. onli went out wif et for awhile. maybe later after maghrib kluar ngn nyzah and aan. hope it wont be bored. looks like today everyone has their own plans eyh. well if we cant join in the fun den make our own fun ? hahah. okay crap. i've been talking ALOT of crap these past few days. nino uhh ajar. okay shhhh.

bored uh bored uhh. tmrw ppl are gg to the gym. but i cant. stuck at home coz got kenduri. i feel like skipping tmrw madrasahh. ahahah got exam sehh and the best part is i havent started studying. and et tak gi bsk! sheeesh nick carter tak ajar tau nie.

ahhhh i wana sleep over at sumone's house can. i got sooo many many stuff i wana do. i wana play soccer, ice - skating, swimming, roller blading, cycling, and guess wad im starting to miss silat oreadi! wth. i miss kicking the beg. whacking ppl and yeah. bt then nak join balek mcm weird kan. aiyoyo. if onli i can steal the kicking beg. haah. wahhh best seh kalau marahhhh. just kick. wooh!

7:49 PM | Friday, November 21, 2008

blue hoodies oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

yooooo its been long since i updated. was down wif a fever these past two days sadly right after tprawk. and oh my did we had fun der. im sure all of the hoodies would agree wif this. we learned many tings from tprawk. apart from not being at the grp we wanted to be in, well i guess it was alright bcoz wad matter most was that we had fun and blue hoodies grp 4 rock yaw. made many new frens and all will be missed. we cheered , screamed, danced and yeahhhhhhh. all that wont be forgotten. my fave part was of course the tp mass dance. the dance bloody cute can. and i got to dance wif the cute PL (pack leader) . hehe shhhhh! and and for the dragon boat my grp won! wooo!

o yeahh not to mention hilda rocked on stage! heheheeh! so proud of her. she shake her booty like there was no tmrw and sumore infront of everyone on stage and plus gurmit singh! woooooooooooooooooooo! how bout that. and jam and hop was like woah. i've never dance like that b4 in my entire life.eventho i didnt noe a single song they sang, i had fun dancing wif my frens.and i noe everyone didnt want it to endddd. some even say can overnite or not. haha. k la. till here. pictures will be posted. and and nick carter rocks okayyy (:

8:54 PM | Sunday, November 16, 2008

chalet pictures yaw

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